Amaya
I can't believe this shit today I knew something was up. I knew this shit was just too good to be true. I couldn't believe the words that came out of Zaniyah's mouth. Zane just sat there and made a face meaning that the shit was true. I came home after saying what I said and cried. Kyree cancelled our date to come and console me. Even though she was young she was very mature for her age. I guess you can say that she was an old soul. Anyways I really wanted to kill Zane but us not being together was best. We would've ended soon anyways but I didn't think we would end this way. I just can't believe this whole ordeal and I can't believe my own fucking daughter. I decided to drown my sorrows out with a bottle of wine. I didn't need a glass I just popped open a bottle and took it down with ease. I think somebody knocked on my door and I hope it wasn't Zane or Zaniyah. I opened up the door and rolled my eyes and it was Zaniyah's father. "So I hear my daughter ran off with your dyke", he said. "Okay yes she did but your daughter is also the one that wanted her so please leave my home", I said. "I'm going to beat that dyke ass and get my daughter", he said. I knew he meant it and I just said whatever and shoved him back out the door.
I looked out the window and saw his car leave and wished Kyree could hurry up. I knew she had just got into town and was tryna get settled but I needed her here right now. I started pacing the floor until she called my phone. She told me she was on the way soon and I got excited. I don't even know why cause I'm supposed to be torn and broken. This shit was eating at me like a vulture eating away at a dead corpse. Kyree finally arrived and I had to get myself together. I answered the door wiping my face and Kyree pulled me in for a hug. She was so damn fine and she smelled good too. "Thank you for being here Kyree it really means a lot", I said. "Of course and you shouldn't go through this alone", she said. I nodded and let her in after standing in the doorway for several minutes. She laughed at me and it wasn't funny. She came in and sat on my new couch that I had to buy. After Zane left I had to basically buy new furniture and a new bed. Like how you gonna take the bed though but it's all good. She took the tv and I had to get a new one for the living room. Kyree was looking around my crib while sitting on the couch. "This is nice did you decorate this yourself", she asked. I replied yes to her.
I walked in the kitchen and fixed us some wine so I could relax my mind. "So how you holding up", Kyree asked. "Not good but I'll get over it I'm just done with them both", I said. "Damn but what about your daughter I know you mad but you birthed her", she said. "I know but I don't give a fuck cause she didn't give a fuck about fucking my woman", I said starting to get aggravated. I just wanted to change the subject and talk about something else. If Kyree wants to go on about it I'll kick her ass out my house. I wanted to go out so I made Kyree go find a club. I'm pretty sure she knew where all the fun spots were since she was so damn popular. Everybody knew of her because of her playing pro ball across seas. I wasn't mad or couldn't be mad cause she wasn't my girl. I don't think I could do another relationship because my heart is broken. If somebody could fix that than that's some real shit. Hopefully in a few years I'll find real true genuine love and be completely over what happened to me. Anyways Kyree looked up clubs and found a club and I was like finally. She laughed cause of the look on my face. I was starting to feel aggravated being in this damn house. I wanted to get a new house cause it was too many memories here.
