Diary

August 28th

It's been awhile that I've written something and I should probably explain why. I've been going to those dumb therapy classes that my mom signed me up for but the thing.... My father left us when we were young which means I never had a father. And suddenly he wants to come back saying he apologize for doing so... I can't believe my mom just said yes!!! Before our house smelled like home but now it smells like a club😡 Should I even call him father EVEN if he named me Park Jimin that doesn't mean I can't change it. Rude boy and me started talking a little. Since my "father" came back I would sneak out of the "house/club" and go to this park and made a mark on the bench I sit on which has a lac.I'm usually alone but recently after couple of minutes rude boy there's. At first we were shocked but I decided to ask him why he's following me. But he said I followed him when I came first(he's a weird guy) but we ended up talking.

August 10th (start of flash back)
When his father came home

Author's POV

-Uhhh...hello...may I help you.? Jimin says has he open the front door.

-Yes you may I'm looking for Ms. Park's house...
The middle aged man said

- Um..Plz wait here...
The young fellow responded

Couple of minutes later.....

-I am Ms.Par...............(silence)
They had no words to exchange

-Mom we have to go now it's time!
Jimin said irritated with the way the man was looking at her.

-Go where....... oh yess go get the keys and sit in the car I'll be there soon....
(Jimin does has he's told)

- We will talk later if that's ok with you......?

- Ok here's my number let me know when you'd like to talk.
He gave her his number and left

In the car ( Jimin'a POV)

"Who was that mom????" You we're curious how he knew your mom and what he wanted " Don't worry he'll be back later today and you'll talk to him" she said with a little smile but still concerned look.

Therapy session

Everything went normally... I didn't see him today which made me upset but at least I was confident enough to talk to my therapist.... which was good and i was gonna ask if she knew him but since I don't know his name I couldn't say anything to her....😔

End of flash back for now

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Sorry for not updating I was going through a lot of shit which made me feel like I should just not talk to anyone or have any contact either but now I'm better and hopefully more updates. Also do you think I should write more like this or the way I used too.....