Diary

After therapy

I finished my therapy and ask if we could eat out today but Mom was like " Nooo we have better food at home plus someone's coming over". I was upset so I told her to go home and that I'd be there there soon. She decide to let me go which made me shocked cuz she would always drag me to the car and say no cuz she wanted me to be healthy🙄.

Coffee shop

There was this coffee shop near by that was normally calm and Jackson lives nearby😊.

Me:
Yo I'm going to the cafe near you!

Wangpuppy🐶:
Really I'll be there soon plus I was going there anyways😂

*You =Jimin*

You waited 5 mins and there he was. He saw you and walked towards you. You ordered a latte and he did too. You guys talked for hours till your mom told you to come home so Jackson dropped you off till the bus stop. You thanked him and got on the bus. You sat in the back with your hoodie on while listening to music. Someone sat near you. You wanted to look but didn't want to seem rude in some way.
<window*Jimin* seat* person?*>
The person put on his headphones and closed his eyes so you took the chance to look and it was him Rude boy!! You decided to take off your hoodie and look at him for a while but he opened his ?right eye? and saw you!! You acted like nothing happened and realized next stop was yours and got up when you felt some hold you sleeve. You looked back and saw that he was holding it you were confused and worried.
-" You dropped your wallet"
-"Oh thanks-"
-"Yoongi's the name Cotten head"
-"Yoongi huh mines Jimin"
You walked away and once you were outside you waved at him from the window (which you sat on but now he was there) he did too. You walked home with a smile which would fade soon....

Home

-"Mom I'm home!!!!"You say has you open the door ,you walk to the living and see the middle aged man sitting there while laughing with your mom.

- "Oh sweetheart this is your well umm...." your mom isn't able to speak properly..

-"I'm your father son please forgive me for coming so late into your life..."

You were just shook and had no word would come out. You didn't want to forgive him cuz all these years you were alone. So why should you just forget everything and forgive easily. You didn't realize you had tears running down your checks. He tried coming near you to hug you but you back away.
-"No.....I..f you....you were my... my.... MY....father why did you come now instead of staying with me since the start..."
-" I'm sorry I couldn't be there I had problems then but I'm here now and I promise to stay" he said but all you could think was lies.
-" You....lie well but no just (he came close to you) STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!" You say has you run outside of the house but you can hear your mom calling for you.

You ran like there was no tomorrow cuz you probably didn't want one. Most people would be happy in a situation like this but me nope I couldn't feel more pain then ever. You wanted to run away from everything and end it but couldn't.

You arrived at a park which you found relaxing and calmed your self there... you looked at the sky and you didn't realize you were in tears and looking like a mess..... you suddenly felt a tissu being handed to you tried to look up but it's was blurry...
-"T..t.. t-tthank y-yyou..." you said crying
- ".................. urgh"
That was the last thing you heard before you felt a warm hug which you responded too and hugged back too.You felt safe in his arm.
You cried on his chest without talking he wouldn't even let you.

-"I... I.. I'm so-"
- "Calm down... I'm here" he rubbed soft circle on your back

You were scared of falling asleep cuz you didn't know if he would kill you it take advantage but he wiped your tears and you saw his face before falling asleep..

(Imagine he's looking at him)

You look around.................... it's your room "was  it a dream......i....t ha..s to...... be...r-rr...i...i-ight..........

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Is it bad that I didn't eat since yesterday but I told my friends I ate............. 770 words 😢 I'm doing bad I should've wrote more.....