Juliana Cade

No Going Back Now

Previously;
    
     Well...here goes nothing...

Now;

I really don't like to talk about this stuff, the gang doesn't know my past that good. Sort of like Dally's, not a whole lot of people know about his past either. And we both like to keep it that way. I never planned on telling them and I don't want to ever do it. No matter how hard it is. I vowed to never tell a single soul except for the people I trust the most but...at this point, it's probably for the best if they do know it all. I mean...I haven't even told the people I trust. None of them knew...but they should...

     "Ya c'mon, Johnny. It can't be that long of a story. Besides what else are we supposed to do 'round 'ere? Clean?!" Two asked. I just chuckled at his little joke. Of course he'll do anything but house work, any work for that matter. I just sighed. I guess no one will drop it till it's all out there. Ugh!

     "Alright, alright...let me feed Juli first." Juli interrupted me, thank you Juli, I thought. I really wanted to stall this as much as I possibly could. My past is so complicated and so full of drama that I'm surprised it hasn't eaten me up yet. Oh well, might as well tell 'em the truth. They have a right to know. Them and Juli are the only people I consider family...

                   ~ Third Person ~

     The older boy walks into the kitchen and pulls a bottle out of the fridge, warming it under hot water so it won't burn her and rushed into his and Juli's room. He didn't want to upset the neighbors more with her crying.

     "Shhh, you're ok Juli." He soothed. Johnny placed the bottle into her mouth. The house quieted some as she began to eat. The only noises in the house were coming from the gang and Mickey which was still on the TV. Johnny continued to rock her before burping Juli once she finished the bottle. Johnny hummed a lullaby and kept rocking his baby sister. Before long, Johnny held a softly snoring baby in his arms. Her tiny figure was so peaceful as she slept. He smiled down at her before gently placing Juli in her crib, quietly shuffling out of the room down the hall once he did.

Johnny stood in the hallway and took a deep breathe, attempting to calm his agitated nerves. He really didn't want to tell them. But at the same time, he really wanted to get it out of the way and tell them. He released a sigh and stepped into the living room with the rest of the gang.

'Here goes nothing.' He thought.

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A/N- Hey y'all! I'm so sorry it's so short, this is just a little filler so I can have Johnny's full story in a SUPER long chapter. I'm gonna be 100% honest with you...this is my first fanfic so I'm sorry if the writing is bad. I'm also lettin' y'all know that I just started Eighth grade so these will most likely be posted on the weekends...ANYHOO! I hope you enjoy this story!!!
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As of 3-20-19 this has been updated and edited along with the rest of the upcoming chapter soon.