( FF 2 YEARS )
today is the day i propose to Lauren. i took Lauren on a nice little picnic date. we ate and played a bit of mariokart. after that, when it was sunset it was time for my magic. i texted aaron and told him to bring moose. then, moose comes running and doing his dance.
Lauren : Muzee ?
Lauren : is he dancing????
Alex : mhm
( after the dance moose runs towards lauren.)
Lauren : moosie this isn't your collar! wait what's this??
Lauren : what does your collar say boy?
Lauren ; Will you marry me...
Lauren : wait is this a ring? Alex?
Alex : Lauren Kobayashi Riihimaki, the day i laid eyes on you i knew i was going to marry you and today i'm here to make it reality. Lauren, i've never loved u more then i've loved anyone. I love you so much and i want to spent my whole life with you so lauren, will you marry me?
( tears streamed down Lauren's cheeks )
Lauren : Alex i-
Lauren : Of course i will!!
Lauren : i love you
Alex : i love you too
( they kissed then lauren and alex's friends both come out clapping. )
( after that they both went back to Lauren's house. )
Lauren : hey babe when should we tell our pretty little wassabians ?
Alex : we could tell em tmrw since i got it all on camera anyways.
Lauren : K great!
Lauren : i'm so glad i'm engaged to the love of my life ;)
Alex : me too
Lauren : i love you
Alex : i love you too...
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( after that Lauren woke up figuring out this was all a dream. she looked beside her and alex wasn't there. in fact, Alex hasn't been beside her in a years.)
Lauren's POV :
Alex passed away 2 year ago. my life broke down after that. i couldn't maintain my youtube channel so i took it down. of course my PLL fam was devastated but i couldn't do it anymore. the stress of youtube without Alex. i can't bear seeing my videos with Alex in it. whenever i see Alex's faces on videos or pictures i have a mental breakdown. it hurts to think that my husband died... yea- he proposed, we got married but not long enough ;( i can't believe we only spent a month as husband and wife. he died too soon. what did he do to deserve this? what did I do to deserve this?i know i sound like a selfish hoe but for real i can't take it seeing alex on my videos and my insta posts hurts me. i stopped using all my social media. i just want to be forgotten.i want to just be normal. a normal- unpopular human. why? is it so hard to ask for? to be normal? i want to be Lauren. just Lauren. not Laurdiy. everytime i meet fans they talk about Alex. i hate it. well- i love meeting fans but hate when they bring up alex's death. i don't get it. he was perfect. WHAT CAUSED THAT FCKING TAXI DRIVER TO HIT HIS CAR?! HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO THE TAXI DRIVER. WHY DID HE KILL MY HUSBAND? i need my alex back in my life. he loved me. even with my flaws, my imperfection, my weird nature. he loved every single detail i had. he noticed things other people never even noticed. he's the best guy ever. why did he have to go? why didn't God just take me? why Alex? i deleted every single picture of him on my camera roll. took down every picture of him i had on the wall. i miss him. i really really miss him. i sometimes think the slightest things that happen in my life are just Alex's presence but i was wrong. i was having one of my depressing nights. i gave moose to mia until i would get better. so as i was saying it was one of my depressing nights when i heard a knock. i screamed "COME IN" and there i heard a voice. it wasn't a normal voice. it was- it was Alex.
