Into The Void(Vixx Fanfiction)

19.) Crush My Mind

"Can we please throw you a birthday party?" Hana begged as we made our way toward the cafe. "No. I'm not in the mood to throw a party for my birthday anymore." I simply told her after she's asked about it 10 times. "Please! Come on! It'll finally give us a chance to become popular." She whined.

"If your so caught up with the fact of becoming popular, throw a party yourself." I snapped at her. Her eyes widened and looked at me like she's been shot. "Soo Mi.." she said quietly. "I don't wanna hear it." I told her quickly and turned around and ran down the halls. I pushed open the doors that let to outside.

I found a spot next to a tree and quickly sat down. My head started pounding with horrible pain. I screamed loudly as I held my head. "Guys help please!" I mentally screamed hoping they would hear me. Within a couple seconds, someone grabbed my shoulders. "Soo Mi! What's wrong??" Leo said worriedly.

"My head!" I began crying hard. I felt his hand touch my cheek. Within a couple seconds, the pain went away. As soon as he removed his hand, the pain came back. I screamed once again but this time the pain was 10 times worse. "Leo!!" I cried loudly. He placed his hand back on my cheek but it didn't work anymore.

"Make it stop! Please!" I squeezed my head roughly praying that the pain would go away. I heard more shuffling toward me and eventually I felt someone lift me up. I opened my eyes to see that the person carrying me was Ravi, but we was no longer in school. We were standing in the living room to my house.

I also noticed the pain started to fade away. "What the fuck just happened!" I panicked, still holding my head. "I believe our boss is cracking down on your freedom. He's a very impatient person." Leo explained. "What's that suppose to mean?" I cried out with tears still running down my face.

"I don't think you can leave your house anymore." Ken simply said. "What about school? What about my freedom?" They all shrugged and sighed deeply. "Listen, I will go talk to him. But I don't know how well he will allow you to go outside anymore."

I smiled lightly at N who was fixing to walk out but Ravi grabbed his shoulder. "Hyung, I'll go with you." And with that they both left leaving me with Hyuk, Ken, Leo and Hongbin. "So..." I said trying to break the awkwardness but before I could talk, there was very loud banging on the front door. "I got it." Leo said.

He left to get the door leaving me with the trouble makers. "Psh. Yeah trouble makers." Hyuk scoffed. "Yah! Stop reading my mind!" I scolded him and slapped his shoulder. "Soo Mi! It's Hana!" I rolled my eyes and slowly got up. I weakly made my way toward to the front door where Leo and Hana was.

"Oh my god! Are you okay?? You look horrible!" She said immediately. "What do you want?" I calmly said to her. "Listen, I'm sorry about earlier. I should've asked for your opinion instead of wanting what I want. After all, it is your birthday." She simply said. "I forgive you but can you please leave me alone. Shouldn't you be in school?" I asked her.

"Shouldn't you be in school too?" She immediately replied back. "I got sick and passed out. Leo walked me home." I lied to her. "Oh okay. Well I guess I'll see you around." She waved and left us alone. Leo shut the door and I slowly made my way back to the couch where Hyuk and Ken were on one side of the couch, leaving the middle seat open.

I cautiously sat down in between them. "She seemed worried about you." Ken simply said. "I can't imagine how heartbroken she will be once I'm not here." I softly said. "I'm sorry." Hyuk said with a small smile. I let out a really large yawn, making the others turn toward me. "Are you sleepy?" Hongbin asked.

I nodded and went to walk to my room but was held back by Hyuk. "Here." He said. He grabbed a pillow and sat it on his lap, kind of like what Hongbin did the other night. I laid my head on the pillow and placed my legs on Ken's Lap. "I got the blanket." Leo said. He grabbed a spare blanket from upstairs and brought it downstairs. He covered me up and sat back down.

"You all are nice when your not being assholes." I said making them chuckle. "So am I not going to be able to leave at all?" I asked them. "We don't know. But you need to be making your decision soon. Before something bad happens." I sighed deeply. I'll think about it when I wake up. The last thing I saw before I fell asleep was N and Ravi walking in the front door.

I woke up in hell and was fixing to burn. I ran to escape the flames but the quickly caught up catching my pants on fire. I screamed loudly but the flames went away. I quickly stood up and noticed Chanmi in a cage hanging above lava. "No!" I screamed and ran toward her.

"Make one more step and the girl dies." I heard a deep voice. "Please don't hurt her!" I cried. "Tick tock princess." I heard someone running toward me and I turn to lock eyes with N. His eyes were deep red and he had blood hanging off his lips. I screamed when I was tackled to the ground. He grabbed my neck and then-

I screamed loudly, jerking awake. I quickly sat up and wiped my forehead that was drenched in sweat. I looked around to see that the boys were gone. "It was just a dream." I planted.