Just a little something I found in my notes. Thought I'd share it. I'm weird.
These voices in my head
Get louder every second.
Every minute is an effort,
Waiting for the end.
I feel nothing but pain,
Everything I say is a lie.
I would smile,
But I'd rather die.
My mind is in battle
With my heart.
Civil war in my body,
I'm shutting down.
I can no longer be,
But I never really was.
This life is nothing but torture,
Every breath is an effort.
I don't like the way I feel,
But I'm comfortable here.
Cozy in my demise,
I'll live here evermore.
