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Lord Save Me, My Drug is My Baby // Lams // Smut & Fluff

-I'm bored??
Also, warning ⚠️ Abuse and smut-

Alex's POV

I can't believe I've done this...I cheated on my girlfriend while she was away because I didn't feel a connection like I use to..
She was away with her friends visiting Chicago whilst I was fucking John Laurens...He came to my house one down broken down and torn..I helped him out and also fucked him then paid his abusive boyfriend to not tell Eliza...
It was meant to be a one time thing but..it keeps happening...He's like a drug; but he's also my baby...Oh lord save me.

John's POV

Smack, "you dumbass fucking cunt!" Kick "You think that just cus you're ducking these other bitches that gets you out of time with me!" He helped my against the bed and hit me again. I was getting use to it before I met Alexander a few months ago...But he was so sweet and lovely to me that it made James hits and words so much worse. He gripped my waist hard enough to make bruises the next day, flipping me over and pulling up my dress. I wore it cus he and his clients liked it...He also liked when I didn't wear panties but would hate me and call me a slut when I literally do what he likes. Smack. Ow. He hit my ass repeatedly calling me a 'whore' and a 'slut' as he started to shove his..thing in me. I hated it. It felt so right when Alex did it an the moans with him were so real, but with James they were forced threw the tears. I wanted to avoided more bruises. I tried to imagine Alex in my mind as the torture went on.

~The Next Morning~

Johns POV

I finally got to see Alex again this morning. James was passed out drunk and he'll think that I'm going to earn him more cash. Not that I'm not but..Alex isn't a client to me. At all.

I knock on his door looking down. After a bit Alex opened the door and I smiled up at him, "Is this a bad time.." I asked softly. I heard him sigh which made me inducted but after five minutes we were in his couch like always. I layer on top of him the onesie that he let me have...It was my most favorite thing ever. Well..that's Alex but this is second best. He gave it to me as a present but I can't wear it any wear else so we keep it at his house. It actually nice to be out of a tight, cum stained dress that smelt like alcohol and James...
He had his arms around my waist and my arms hung around his neck, "Alex...I love you...why can't you save me already.." I looked at him innocently as he sighed. "We've been over this, peaches...I have a girlfriend- I interrupted him immediately, "You don't love her though! A-and you cheated with me so..you picked me over her...Why can't you just take me from that hell hole and love me?!" I had tears in my eyes and he tried to calm me down with a soft kiss, "John baby..I'll try.." I wiped my eyes, "You always say that Alex.." He held my fave and I couldn't help but smile a bit, "...This time I mean it." He kissed me again and we stayed in this happy, peaceful position until the door suddenly opened.

Alex's POV

I couldn't believe my eyes when J say Eliza walk through the front door. I took in her mixed expressions; Happy, confused, realizing, and then sadness and rage, " YOU LITTLE BITCH!" She screamed. I quickly sat John down and got up facing her, "Eliza please-" I tried to explain but she interrupted me. "YOU'RE CHEATING ON ME WITH THIS-THIS..WHORE!" I could tell that hurt John personally, and that put me over the end. "W-well..MAYBE IF YOU HADN'T BEEN SO SELFISH AND HAD FLIRTED WITH ANYTHING WITH TWO THIGHS I WOULD GAVE BEEN ABLE TO KEEP LOVING YOU!" After what felt like hours, she and all her stuff was out.

John was trying not to cry as a pulled him back into my lap, "it's...it's okay peaches...this wasn't your fault...w-we can be tighter now...she gone and..I-I love you.." I could tell he was overjoyed as he kissed me gently. I smiled and lauded down holding him close to my chest, "I love you too.." I heard before drifting off.

~A few months later [I know victims of rape and abuse never get over it in the matter of months, and I'm not trying to offend or trigger anyone, but this is a fanfic]~

Johns POV

I sat on the bed that Alex and I shared. He was at work while I was at home cleaning or just being lazy. It felt sooo fucking nice. Alex pleaded me not to get a job yet, even though I wanted to so I could help pay for things. But he declined. So instead, I sat in our bed on rose gold lingerie he had bought me a while back..It made my curves look amazing and I felt comfortable and confident in it. That's why I had the courage to seduce him after work; that and cus and trust him, also he needs to relax!

I heard the front door open downstairs, and Alex's room being on the fourth floor of his huge house along with the fact that he doesn't know my little planes, I looked around to make sure everyone was ready and perfect, the blinds were closed, the soft red comforter was later out nicely along wit the pillows, the lights were dimmed and there were a few candles on each night stand. As I listened to his movements downstairs, I knew he was walking up. I shifted my position a bit and waited.

Alex walked in after what seemed like forever and looked around shocked a bit not yet realizing what was happening. I walked over to him swaying my hips and gently closed the door, taking his bag and setting it down by the door. I walked in front of him as he gently held my waist, I rubbed his toned chest and smiled innocently, "Welcome home~" He closed the space between us with a passionate yet soft kiss.

After five minutes, we were both undressed with hickies all over ourselves. I moaned softly as he kissed my neck and slide into me. He was always gentle, I loved it with all my heart. I tilted my head back as he laid me down rubbing my waist. He whispered sweet things into my ear as he thrusted a steady pattern into me. I can't believe it took so long to find someone like Alexander, but right now I was mostly distracted by the overwhelming pleasure in the moment along with the knot forming in my stomach. I moaned out once again as we hit our highs and rode them out together.

Alexander strokes my bare back softly, I assume he's tracing heart into it. I smile and kisses his cheek, "I love you Alex..thank you for everything.." He smiles softly and held me closer, "Anything for you my love.." I felt overjoyed. I could cry forever over how happy I was with him and how he would never hurt me. I drifted off in his arms, dreaming of so many different things we could do tighter if we were married. My main though of course being Alex.

~Oof. I'm weird and it's late and this is bad but I wasn't thinking that while I was writing. That was actually pretty long...Anyway prepare for the next chapter cus it's probably lams and also..There's some heavy angst on the way! Thanks for reading-
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