Hamilton One-Shots //Lams//Mullette//Jeffmads//kingsbury//

I'll leave you be // Lams// Angst

-Jesus I write a lot of lams..Not sorry. Anyway, John is like Alex's creations. He made him cus he was lonely and basically John is a really realistic robot-

Johns POV

I walked into Alex's room setting the tray of breakfast foods in his night stand. I smiled down at him then sat in the edge, shaking him lightly, "Alexander!.." He fluttered his eyes opened and opens lord he down into a hug. I smiled and rested my eyes...

Everyday, I imagine I future where a can be with you.

As he sat up, I got off his lap and handed him the tray. "Any new poetry today, Peaches" I would right poetry while he was asleep to pass time cus I'm don't need to sleep, I'm not real after all... "Yeah. I don't wanna share it this time though..." He nodded, understanding.

In my hand is a pen that will write a poem of me any you

While Alex took his morning shower, I cleaned up hid work space. Putting away papers, wiping the desk, and reading some of his writing. It was beautiful...

The ink flows down into a dark puddle Just move your hand- write the way into his heart

After he had gotten dried off, I quickly hugged him, "What are we gonna do today.." I asked in a soft voice. "We'll just stay home peaches.." I nodded and left the room, walking down to the living room.

But I'm this world of infinite choices
What will it take just to find that special day...

He soon came down and laid on the couch, pulling me into a gentle cuddle. "Alex...?" I asked looking up at him, "Hm..?" He didn't look at me...he just kept his eyes shut in bliss. "Do you love me?" He sat up and pressed a kiss into my lips only to break away. "Of course I love you." Except the real Question was if he was in love with me...I just smiled and nodded.

What good are words when a smiles says it all?

As the day went by we laid together, talking about random topics. He suddenly interrupted my sentence with a soft by passionate kiss. I didn't mind though. I softly kissed back, wrapping my arms around his neck.

And if this world can't write me an ending...
What will it take just for me to have it all

We broke away and he softly kissed my jawline. I giggled softly, holding him closer to me. He stopped and I pouted. He looked at his watch and smiled at me, "How about you to make us dinner..? It's already 6pm and we didn't even have lunch!" He exclaimed. I giggled and got up. "Of course." I walked into the kitchen and began to make dinner.

Does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?

We sat at the table, I couldn't eat so I just talked about how amazing turtles are. Alex only listened and ate. I loved him. I was in love with him. I want to be with him forever...but I can't. I have to do what's best for my Alexander...

How do I write the love into reality?

As we sat on the couch, watching a movie, I rested my head on his chest. I loved the sound of his heartbeat...It made me feel safe. If only I could listen to it forever...

If I can't hear the sound of your heartbeat...
What do you call love in your reality?

After the movie he got ready for bed. They say went by to fast...He was slipping away from me every second of the day...At least I know he'll be happy with someone who can provide to him...

And in your reality, if I don't know how to love you...
I'll leave you be...

Alexander soon drifted off to sleep and I walked out of his small room that I'll miss cuddling in. I walked into the room that's basically only for me to charge in. I looked at my wrist, "2%.." I mumbles. It's for all for my Alexander...I picked up the platform that charges me and I threw it against the wall with all my strength. I heard I beeping. 1%. I started to cry...No tears came out of course but I could tell that if I were human...I'd be crying. But there was a sensible feeling of pride. Knowing that Alexander will be able to live his life without me...I feel to the ground. My vision going black. My battery running out quickly. I reached for the little chip in my neck and pulled it out, snapping it in half with all the strength I had left....
I love you Alexander.

-I'm sorrryyyyy-
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