"I accidentally cut myself with my razor when I dropped it. I forgot all about it. I'll go cleanse it." I said as he stepped closer so I put my hand over my wrist. "Want me to grab a wet rag?" He asked as I sighed and moved away from the door.
"Uh yeah sure." I forced a smile and he opened the door and grabbed a rag. Well, At least he believed it. We came back a few seconds later with a damp rag. "Let me." He put his hand out for my wrist. "No, it's fine. I got it." I softly took the rag out of his hand and walked towards my bed.
"Are you sure? Doesn't it hurt?" Taehyung cringed and I sat on my bed and lifted my sleeve having my back face him to cover the scars I put and damaged my mind. "A little." I looked at all of my blade cuts and quickly placed the rag on the cuts and felt the burns on me.
Taehyung took a step back before I put the rage on my cuts. He gently grabbed my hand and touched the rag. "It's fine!" I instantly felt a panic build in me as he looked at me with worry in his eyes. He removed the rag and saw all the cuts on my wrist. I tried to grab the rag out of his hand but he balled his hand in a fist not letting me get to it.
Jimin walked in fixing his shirt as Taehyung was still holding my hand as I froze in place looking down at my feet in shame. Jimin saw my wrist and instantly froze making there a room filled with dark silence. "This shouldn't be your vent way. Self-harm isn't okay Joey." Taehyung said deeply as my hand rested into his as tears fell down each of our faces.
"It was the only thing that helped my problem!" I cried and the tears felt heavier from my face as if weights have been growing on me. Taehyung let go of my hand and Jimin and himself hugged me tightly as I cried into of their shoulders. "Why did you hurt yourself?" Jimin asked as he didn't let me go but Taehyung did.
I couldn't speak as the tears fell from face onto his shoulder and everything felt at the crash. "It's going to get better." He rubbed my back as I balled into his shoulder. I miss hugs like these. I miss my sister and I wish I had a better life for her. I didn't want to cut but it kept me going. Jimin let me go as other arms wrapped around me slowly but surely.
Before I knew it, all of the guys hugged me and comforted me. This felt weird but good at the same time. I felt happy. "You are our little machnae. We all want to keep you safe and we want nothing to happen to you but the best." The guys let go of me as Namjoon looked down at me and smiled.
"Thank you." I put my head on his stomach and closed my eyes. "Now can we please get some food. My stomach is going to eat me!" I whined and looked up at Namjoon as he chuckled and smiled. "Yes." He smiled as did the rest of the guys. "Chinese and a movie?" I asked looking at the rest of them and they nodded with glassy eyes.
We all walked out of the room but Yoongi pulled me over and hugged me for himself. "I don't want to be your dad I just want you to be okay. Don't scare me like that!" He whined holding me close to his beating heart. "I'm sorry," I said softly scared I was in trouble by Yoongi. "Also stop apologizing. Don't apologize for something out of your control young one. Okay?" I felt his tear dropped on my shoulder and I instantly squeezed him tighter.
"Hey, dad stop crying!" I smiled and he chuckled. "I'm not. My eyes are sweating." He whined and let me go as we walked in the living room with the others. "What movie are we watching?" Jimin asked as I grabbed the arms wrapping thingy. "Scary!" I smiled as I wrapped my arms until it stopped and the pulled my sleeves up.
"I don't like scary movies!" Jimin whined as I grabbed the remote. "And I don't like my own football team flirting with me the day I leave school so suck it up, Princess! We're gonna watch stupid people walk into stupid places." I smirked and laughed.
"There better be no boys!" Yoongi said making us all laugh and me sinking in my seat. I went to Netflix and sat next to Jimin on the ground. "I don't keep promises, Yoon," I smirked the rest of the guys oohed as Jimin nudged me. I click on a horror movie and the doorbell rings so I walk to the door and open it.
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Too Young -BTS
Fiksi Penggemar16 year old joins the group!? Too young to be in the group or just right?