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Lifting my head with eyes filled with tears as I brush my teeth for the day. I already regret breathing and not taking the life my mother gave me. A knock at the bathroom door didn't shock not scare me as I opened it and looked down so he couldn't see my eyes.
"I gotta pee!" Jungkook whined as I spat out the toothpaste and rinse off my toothbrush. I put it back in its spot and walk out of the bathroom. I flip my hoodie up and grab my charger and bag to sit on the couch. I honestly don't want them to ask me jack shit. I'm so numb it hurts.
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"Morning." Jin smiled as I waved lightly and let my lifeless arm fall on my thigh causing the sound of someone being slapped. "Not a morning person." Jimin plopped on the couch next to me as turn my body to the opposite side of him. "Morning Joey." He looked over at me as I waved and took off my beanie and put my hood back on.
I put my beanie in my pocket as the rest of the guys walked in. There was a knock on the front door and the guys looked at each other as I answered the door and grabbed my package. I signed my name and his hat since he wouldn't leave me alone about it.
I shut the door and open my package. "You okay Joey?" Yoongi approached me as I quickly fixed myself up. "Yeah no, I'm fine. Just tired." I said still struggling to open the package until I grab the scissors, open them wide, and open the package like a pro-worker.
I grab my headphones but there was a note next to it. "What's that?" Jungkook walked into the room and grabbed a paper towel to dry his hands. I open the piece of paper and read it to myself.
Hey, honey, it's your mother. Chloe Hail. I miss you and I want you to come home. I'm drug-free and I think it'll be great for you and Sintry to live with us now. We love you, Joey. Congratulations on becoming a member of BTS honey I'm so proud of you. Love, yours truly. Your mother.
I crumble up the piece of paper and shove it in my pocket as I grabbed my headphones and hooked it up to my phone. I grab the aux cord and charger that goes with it and put it in my bag. "What was the note?" Jungkook almost put his hand on my shoulder until I looked up at him.
He then removed his hand from my space and looked in shock when he saw the bags under my eyes. "I didn't get enough sleep that's all. Can I go?" I asked softly but still in anger. "But you didn't eat." Jungkook looked down at me. I grabbed an apple out of the fruit bowl and took a bite.
"There I ate. Can I leave?" I asked looking at the door wanting to just get life over with. "Take the lemo. He's outside for you." Yoongi said as he walked closer to me with a worried expression written all over his face. "Cool." I opened the door and slammed it as I took the elevator and got into the lemo.
