Our secret kiss•kian lawley

Chapter 10

(Mmkay so reminder I'm with my friend till Wednesday so idk when this will get posted but anyways let's start this.)

KIANS POV

Her eyes shoot open

Her face looses it's color. Oh no not again. I tell myself.

"No no no no no" she whimpers

"Alright um you don't have to talk to her."

Her face is indescribable she looks terrified. Of her mother? Okay something's definitely wrong here.

Umm I'm sorry she uh she doesn't want to speak to you.

I'm her mother!

She's still trying to process the event and she doesn't want to speak to you. If she doesn't want to then she will not speak to you.

Give her the phone or I'll...

You'll what? You can't threaten me.

Urg whatever.

She hangs up. That's a wonderful way to start a relationship with my girlfriends mother.

"Mmmy mother" she says rocking back and forth on my bed. "My mother?me?" She continues

"Tyler!" She says.

He's probably just a friend....probably. Shut up! I tell myself. She doesn't need my jealousy right now.

"No!" She screams before bashing her head in the pillow.

Oh great we're back at this again.

"Oh no!" I tell her "you're not turning back to your depression again. And I'm not gonna let you. You know that mother your turning to your depression for? FUCK HER."

"Don't say that!" She gives me a smile and swats at me.

Wow this is working more than I thought.

"Now what's gonna happen is this. You're gonna tell me this story about your family so I know what I'm dealing with ok?"

"Ok." She replies

"Then we are gonna get you dressed and were gonna get some ice cream."

"Um can we have more than ice cream I feel like I haven't eaten in days."

"You haven't!" I tease

She glares at me.

"Fine we'll go eat." I whine playfully and she rolls her eyes.

Holy Shit she's recovering quickly. I just hope the story she's about to tell isn't going to ruin that.

"Now go on..."

She licks her lips before starting.

"Well um I got put into adoption the day I was born. And just so you know the mother on the phone is my birth mother that I already know. Okay so when I was 13 my wonderful and amazing adoptive parents died. They loved me so much and I was devastated. They never got to tell me I was adopted but I couldn't have guessed because I looked a lot like my adoptive mom."

I nod for her to continue. Her eyes are already Teary.

"For some reason my birth mother accepted me to go live with them in a big house in Miami. I was thrilled to meet my mother and my father. But sadly they weren't as excited. They did it so they would look good saving their adopted daughter from going back into adoption made them look like heroes."

She's about to cry any second I can feel it.

"At first they were welcoming. They gave me a tour around the house and then we got to my room. It was a bed. That was my room. An old creaky bed that I cried myself to sleep in for many nights. I had siblings. Two sisters and a brother,Tyler."

Yes! I tell myself.

"I was like a Cinderella I guess you could say but sadly I had no Prince Charming." She's crying. "When I got home from school. I went straight to cleaning. Not regular shores but literally everything. They had enough money for butlers and maids but instead they used me. I would never get sleep. I told myself I needed to get a good education. So when I would finish cleaning I went straight to homework. Only getting 4 hours of sleep. I never went on vacation. They went of course but they left me. I finally found out the reason when I was 15. My mother cheated on her husband with my real father. So my mother was put to a choice. I was put into adoption or he and his money would divorce my mother. Her response was and I quote "I was going to put her in adoption anyway."

She takes a break to catch her breath.

"From then on things got worse. My father would abuse me. If I didn't clean things right he would beat me up. Slap punch and hit me. He would abuse me with words. And that was whenever he was around. He would tell me I was an accident and that I'm worthless. He even told me they should have gotten an abortion. Where are my siblings? Well the girls couldn't care less but Tyler. Tyler was the closest to a fairy godmother that I could get. He would steal his sisters foundation and help me cover up my marks. He would clean his mess giving me more time to sleep. He gave a lot of his trust funds that allowed me to have the life I have today. He still had enough to not work a day in his life."

She smiles at the memory of Tyler. I officially like Tyler.

"So after I graduated I packed my bags and moved here in L.A as far away from them as I could. But you know what was the best thing Tyler got me?"

"A phone and he taught me how to use it and then I found YouTube."

She gives me a weak smile and I know where she's going with this.

"Tyler told me to search up some guy that my half sisters were in love with. And that's when I found kian lawley. The best thing that's ever happened. Every single music video of you and Sam. Every q&a just made my life a tiny bit better and your videos took my hand and dragged me out of the hell I was living in."

I don't even realize I'm crying until I feel the tear slide down my cheek. Normally I would stop myself but hearing those words come out of her mouth. I loved her. I loves this girl even more now that I know what she's been through.

"I love you." I say weakly tears still coming down my face

"I love you kian." She replies.

I kiss her and feel something slightly different I guess that's what you call love.

"So you never left the country?" I ask her

"I've never had the money. We were supposed to go on my 14 th birthday" She replies

"I forgot to ask. What nationality are you?"

"My adoptive parents are Portuguese and well their the closest thing that I have to parents."

"Well then were going to Portugal!"

She smiles before giving me a big hug.

(I cried during this chapter!!! This is a really serious topic abuse is something that happens a lot in families. I cannot relate with personal experience so I had to imagine what I would feel like in their shoes. I sound really happy in the beginning of the chapter because I didn't Know if I was going to write about it in this chapter so yeah I'll probably have another update today or tmr so yeah !!"