I know I have to do it but the last few says Ashton has Just been the best, which makes this So much harder, I want to tell him what Mario has said but I can't, I can't put him in danger, what if its worth it? I keep asking myself but then I Just smile because I remember when Ashton told me I was worth it. After all those years I wasted crying and trying to find myself, he has been the only things that's Right and now I have to say goodbye. I arranged to meet Ashton at the park where we spent that night watching the stars. I see him leaning against a tree, he looks up and sees me, its like his whole world lights up, am I really going to take that away from him? he pulled me in for a hug and shared a passionate kiss, Just being around him made me realised how I'm never gonna be able to find anything quite like the Love we share.
"Hey babe, what's wrong" yeah he can read me So well
"Ashton, we need to talk" his smiled dropped, this was it
"we need to break up" I could see the shock and tears in his eyes
"no, don't do this to me, you promised" tears were now falling down both of our faces
(Great time to play moments by one direction)
"yeah and you promised me you'd catch me, but you didn't and now here we are"
"I'm sorry, I wanted to Love you and protect you"
"protect me from what Ashton?!"
"from Mario, and your father"
"what do you know about him?!"
"he's Mario's boss and They have been trying to get you back, to live with him and live the horrible life i once lived"
"Why didn't you tell me?!"
"I was going to, I swear"
I looked at the ground and let more tears escape My eyes, My father used to abuse me, he was an alcholic, we moved here to get away from him, he always tells me how much he wants me, the last things he said to me was 'i will find you' and now I guess he has
"it doesn't matter anymore, its over" I said as I looked up into those once loving hazel eyes, now dark and lifeless, I fell to My knees and sobbed, Ashton say beside me
"I used to always have hope in My happily ever after but now I don't have one"
he lifted My chin up and looked me in the eyes
"then your story hasn't finished yet"
"I've got to go" I stood up and So did he
"So your Just gonna leave me, after everything we've been through?"
"I Love you"
And those where the last words I ever said to him, I ran towards the exit of the park sobbing, strong arms wrapped around me, I looked up and saw Louis
"d-did you see all of that" I stutered
"yeah, and I'm sorry I didn't believe you about Ashton and all I can say is, he loves you too".
Louis took me home for dinner but I didn't eat, because it didn't feel Right, My mum looked at me like she had Done back then, that look of concern and plead. It couldn't be helped, I had destoyed My only hope in this world, found something that made me happy but I let it go knowing I could never find something like that again. I picked up My guitar, wrote down My feelings and sang; (play not about angels-Birdy)
we know for well there's just time So is it wrong to toss this line? If your heart was full of love could you give it up?
'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up Don't give... Me up
How unfair, it's just our love Found something real that's out of touch But if you'd searched the whole wide world Would you dare to let it go?
'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up Don't give... Me up
'Cause what about, what about angels? They will come, they will go, make us special
It's not about not about angels
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breathe me (Ashton Irwin fanfic)
FanfictionHe was a heartless teen with tattoos and a changing attitude, she was a depressed teen with nobody and memories cut deep on her wrists. He was Ashton Irwin, and she was Ava Finely. Together they could save one another, forget get the past and learn...
