Fix you

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This past week I have spent in my room since school has broken up for two weeks, I haven't talked to Louis or Ashton because I really don't know what to say. Luke and I have been texting a lot and he said that Ashton hasn't showed for a week and I'm beginning to get worried. I heard a bang on my window, I walked over and opened the balcony doors, it was the dead of the night and I am imagining things, I looked around and I saw Ashton standing in my front garden signalling for me to come down, I rolled my eyes and began climbing down the tree that leant over my balcony invade Louis saw me sneaking out. I reached the ground and looked at him, he took my hand and lead me to the park where he layed on the ground and so did I
"Ava I'm a terrible person" he said
"How?" I asked
"For falling for you" my heart stopped and I turned to look at him
"I want to protect you" he said
"Who was Mario?" I asked
"A doosh I used to work with"
I looked deeply into his eyes
"You used to do drugs didn't you" he nodded
"I have done lots of bad things and Mario won't stop until he gets me"
"How?"
"By taking something that means the world to me, something he knows would hurt more than death itself"
"What is that?"
I could see the tears builder up in his eyes
"You" he finally replied, there was a moment of silence
"I'm not scared"
"I told you not to get close"
"But what if it was worth it?"
He stroked my cheek as tears rolled down his eyes
"I wouldn't deserve it, but there's something with you, like that spark in your eye, the hidden pain inside, hope" he said then he kissed me, fireworks were going of and all I could feel was this moment, we pulled away,
"I won't let anyone hurt you, just tell me why your broken and let me fix you" he pleaded, j swear I melting into his eyes
"My father abused me, my boyfriend cheated, and I was bullied" I choked, now we were both in tears, he pulled me into a hug
"How can you read me so easily?" I asked
" I feel you Ava, I feel your heartbeat, the scars beneath your jacket and I see everything I ever wanted"

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