Thoughts of loving someone

Usage of love

It hurts to know that the one you love only used you for her own personal things and stuffs. How far can you love someone who is just using you? Should I continue loving her, despite her using me. No not me, using me for money? Fame? Am I really hard to love? Or I am just plain stupid of loving a gold digger. This happens to me almost I fell in love with a gold digger after that she would leave me if she finished rummaging and spending my money and that moment I promised myself that I would never fell in love again. Until she came my first impression of her that she was a gold digger, one of my hoes who desperately loves to dig up gold. But she proved me wrong, she didn't love me because I was rich and famous but she loved me for who I am even though if we were poor her love for me won't still change she said to me ' I don't care if you are a king or an emperor. Heck, I don't even care if you were poor or just in the middle or whatever it is your calling. What matters is that I loved you for who you are and that you loved me that's what matters most. You give me love and happiness and I will use that in a right way by returning your love with my loyalty and trust. Payne Ackemen I will use both of our love to make our relationship stronger and firm that nobody would break us apart. I love you Payne Alestiar Ackemen, your enough to make me happy '

And that was the day I found my love who loved me not because of my money but for who I am and I was lucky enough to make her my wife and a mother to our children. Now I knew the usage of love.