Thoughts of loving someone

Love requires sacrifice

Like? Love? Is there a difference between them? Yes there is. I knew the difference between them when I fell in love with my bestfriend's chick. She likes me. She loves him. There is a difference but why is she hurting? Then I realized she was confused. Confused of her own feelings. Because in that moment she fell in love with us both. It caused a riff between me and my bestfriend but can you blame me? It's not my fault that I fell in love with Crimson Norris she was a gorgeous woman with big heart and I love her for that but there was a time that I needed to sacrifice my own happiness for her, even though she was my happiness I gave her up.... I can't stand it if she's hurting too much.... It breaks me.... And I did I thought was right I let her go so she and my bestfriend can be happy and they were and I was left out at the picture. I still remember my conversation with her as I told her I would give her up.

"What? Are you serious? Why? Why Damon?" she asked me with tears in her eyes.
"Listen Crim. I love you. You know that but I can't bare seeing you hurt because of me. I'm letting you go even though it hurts for me but when I see you happy with him then I'm happy for you don't worry I'll be fine." I said to her as I wipe her tears away.
"Why?" she asked me again. I smiled at her and kissed her on her forehead and said the words that ached my heart but knew it was right.
"Because love requires sacrifices"

It's been 5 years and Crimson was now married and a mother of 5 with my bestfriend Blu Adrews as for me I still love her all right but eventually I need to let it all go sooner so I won't blow my cover that I still love her, and again I sacrificed my happiness for her and it was worth it. It was enough.