Life is shit.
A week ago my grandparents and sister were in a car crash, head on with another car that was on the wrong side of the road.
Sadly my grandmother died at the hospital after a huge effort form about 11/12 doctors trying to save her. She was 67 not old at all and she was relatively healthy but the impact was too much. We are currently planning her funeral which is heartbreaking... Just today i helped choose the outfit she would be buried in.
My sister was in an induced coma. From the minor injuries we were told at the scene to her heart stopping and having to be rushed to emergency surgery and spending the rest of her time (until earlier today) in the intensive care unit has turned my mind into total chaos. She still has two operations/surgeries to go but is awake and talking. She does not know my grandmother is gone and it hurts so much to lie to her but we need her to focus on healing herself. She was moved to the High dependency unit today and will remain there for a while. She will be in hospital for weeks as her healing process will take a long time, we may have to take her to our grandmothers funeral in a wheelchair depending on the speed of her recovery.
My grandfather is doing well physically, he has the least damage; bruised ribs and a lot of giant bruises on his skin, he has been put in a brace to ensure his ribs stay in place and heal better but he could possibly be discharged tomorrow. But emotionally he is not okay, he and my grandma were still courting after 45 years of marriage, they did basically everything together so him having to go back to their house alone will break him. The house is grandma from the moment you walk in you just know.
I am not looking for sympathy or anything like that. All i want is an understanding on why i won't update any of books for a while ( i know i don't update regularly but still) and i want to leave you all a message: Don't hold grudges. Spend time with the people you love. And don't wait for the "perfect" moment to come to do something, just do it because you never know what's around the corner
~Raven
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