Hello, my names Y/N. I'm 17 years old and live with my dad... well abusive dad. I try as hard as possible to live a normal life but it's hard when at school I'm alone and at home, I'm dodging fists and screams. Every day I feel worse. I hate myself even more and can't remember what love feels like. No one loves me.
I hide at home. I hide at school. I don't want anyone to see how scared I am. I run to school arriving as late as possible or maybe it's because I can't leave until my dad has left for the pub. No one likes me at school either, I'm constantly teased for being small for my age and not having a mature age. It's true, I am very small for my age and quite underdeveloped. I mean its ok because I don't have to spend a greater amount of money or larger clothes or bras especially because we hardly have any money. I try to do jobs such as the newspaper delivery but it doesn't last long, and my dad has no hope of getting a job. Sometimes my dad... touches me... when he's is really angry or drunk. It's happened 7 times this past year and we're in July now. I hate being touched, by anyone for that matter. Why do they want to touch my disgusting skin, I just want to be alone where no one can hurt me or be mean.
My Mother, she's gone. It was a few years ago where she just...couldnt take it anymore. And I saw it, the way she lifted the gun to her head and her eyes became lifeless.
I hate my life.
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