BTS Kidnapped Into Headspace

16. I'm not a baby

Namjoons PoV.

I go on my way to Y/N's nursery to wake her up from her nap as it has been a few hours. I'm insanely worried about her as she seemed fine yesterday, I think she was finally slipping into her headspace. I slowly creak the door open and walk over to her crib. As I stroke her cheek I whisper down,

"Wake up baby..."

I watch as her tired eyes flutter open and stare up for a moment, adjusting to the new lights. As soon as her eyes focus on me, her breath hitches and she turns onto her side, facing away from me. I feel my heart ache a bit but I go to stroke her hair but only to be returned by a whine.

"It's time to get up now bab-"

"I'm 17 not fucking 2!" She groans quite quietly. Honestly, i'm shocked art her language as she has never spoken like that to any of us!

I pick her up under her arm pits and walk over to the sofa chair in the corner. As I place her down in my lap facing me, she tries to wiggle round, whining in annoyance with a frown on her face, but I hold round her waist tighter keeping her in place.

"L-let me go!" She stutters

"Now Y/N, we don't use that language ok? I know you're not feeling the best but we don't talk like that."

She stares up into my eyes with a small frown on her face.

"Can you say sorry to Daddy?" I ask but only to be responded with,

"N-No..."

"Now Y/N princess we can't go until you say sorry-"

"Fine sorry." She mumbles out in annoyance. Quickly I pull her into a tight hug and place a soft kiss on her head. I feel her sigh in my arms and just rest her head on my shoulder. As carefully as possible I pick her up with her head still resting on my shoulder as I walk us out of the nursery.

"So baby what do you want to ?" I ask as we exit the room. No response. 

"Why don't we go to the playroom yeah?" I suggest and hear her whine over my shoulder yet I carry on to the play room.

As we enter, i place her down in the centre of the room on a soft rug and bring the boxes of toys over to her. I sit next to her and show her all the fun toys she can play with, trying to excite her but she only stares around uninterested. I explain how i will leave her to play but ill just be over in the corner on the table, doing a bit of work.

I look up from my desk and see her still sitting there, looking down at her lap. Her eyes just seem.... empty. Her body shows no reaction to anything that happens and not even our warmth helps her anymore. 

Suddenly, I see her slowly reach for the letters blocks, enclosing one in her tiny hand. I smile as I watch her, even if she is only simply looking at one- its progress.

Shoot! I was meant to pick up a parcel!

"Hey Y/N, I'm just quickly be gone but one of the other daddies will come in ok?" I say while leaving, no response. I'm sure Jimin will help...

Jimins PoV

After it been about five minutes since Namjoon left, I go over to the playroom to be with Y/N. I expect to see her sitting down, hopefully playing with some sort of toy.

What I don't expect to see is for her to be violently throwing the alphabet blocks at the wall in front of her. I gasp as look at her, seeing so much anger in her eyes as she throws more and more blocks.