BTS Kidnapped Into Headspace

13. Worries

Y/N's PoV.

I wake up as I feel myself being lifted up by one of the Daddies but I try to chase myself back into sleep. I feel myself being placed down on a hard surface as I am changed and then put in a new onesie. I grudgingly open my tired eyes to see Daddy Hoseok above me.

I make grabby hands towards him as he picks me up and places me onto his hip. I nuzzle into him as I close my eyes again, exhausted from yesterday. I feel tired and weak.

I feel us walk into the kitchen as the other Daddies greet us with many 'hello's and 'good mornings'. It's a nice welcome.

As I begin to be placed in my high chair, I groan and whimper, upset about leaving my Daddies side.

"Ahh baby, don't worry Daddy Hoseok is right here, are you a sleepy bear this morning?" He asks as he straps me in as gently as possible. I respond by reaching my arms out to him again and whimpering. He gives me one last hug and a kiss on my forehead and I begin to smile.

"I know what will wake our baby up, how about some strawberries?!" I hear Daddy Jin call out. I immediately bolt up and open my eyes wide, I love strawberries! I  used to eat them up as a child and I have missed their delicious, sweet taste. I then hear happy chuckles from the Daddies because of my cuteness. 

"We'll take that as a yes then!"

After I finish the strawberries with Daddy Yoongis help, I feel firm hands pick me up from under my armpits and place me on their hip.

I look up to see Daddy Joon staring down at me, showing me his cute dimples. 

"Now Baby, I want you to come with me, is that ok? Let's go to the playroom"

I don't say anything as we walk down the long corridors until we arrive in the playroom. He walks up into the middle of the room and onto the soft, purple rug. As he sits down he places me in his legs with my back against his warm chest. He hands me a small puzzle toy to play with and I begin to try to figure it out. It's actually very hard.

Daddy Joon continues to smile down at me as he rubs my shoulder a bit. After a few minutes of me fiddling with the toy in my hand, I hear him say softly behind me,

"So Y/N, how are you feeling?"

I only shrug my shoulders. I don't really know how I am feeling actually.

"Are you happy or are you sad? Can you use your big girl words?"

I think for a moment and mutter out,

"in the m-middle." I feel a bit embarrassed so I begin to curl my weak legs up towards my body but not until Daddy Joon gently stops them in place and pushes them back down.

"That's very good Y/N. Last night you were a bit scared weren't you?

I freeze when he reminds me of last night. My nightmare. I tense up as the memories come flooding back and I feel my hands tremble.

"Shh no It's ok Y/N, last night is gone," He says as he embraces me a bit more, making me relax again.

"Can you tell Daddy Joon how you felt when you woke up? Don't worry I won't tell the other Daddies if you don't want me to."

"i...I felt...

I felt t-terrified." I mutter out.

" It doesn't feel good to feel scared does it?" I shake my head no at his question and he continues, "The best thing to do is count to 20 in your head if you're scared, angry, nervous. Can you count to 20 baby?" I look up at him and nod my head and he places a warm kiss on my forehead.

"Everyone gets scared sometimes but it's ok. If you're ever scared you can come to any of us and we will protect you."

I feel warm inside. He cares for me. He is helping me. He's helping me figure out all these... things I've been feeling, these new feelings. I nuzzle my head back into his chest and he hugs me.

" How about every night you tell me how you feel, it's good to tell. And if you don't know what you're feeling, tell me about your day. I would love to hear baby."

I like my Daddies. I..I do.

"Is there anything you're worried about baby?" He asks after a minute or so.

"Y-yes." I sit back up and face him, my legs crossed and I look down at my hands.

"Would you like to tell Daddy Joon?" I nodded my head and reach out to touch his fuzzy trousers. They're very soft and I like them.

"I'm... I'm scared of my f-father, I'm scared of being a-alone, I'm w-worried about you, I'm worried about... about my head." I say very quietly as I continue to stroke the fuzzy material.

"Well done Y/N, I'm very proud of you. Now thank you for telling Daddy Joon. I will try to make all these things better so you and happy. We want you to feel good. But, what do you mean by you're worried about your head?"

I look up at him for a moment and see his concerned face.

"W-what if t-there is something... wrong with it? I am confused a lot. I don't know how to feel. o-or even how I feel"

I watch as his eyes grow softer and he pulls me back into a safe, warm hug.

"I love you Y/N, just know that. And there is nothing wrong with you, you are perfect. I will help you figure things out."

I hug him tighter.

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