Dimensions (Tomoe x Reader)

10.

Laying in my futon, I stare up at the ceiling.

Tears begin to prick at my eyes again. I hopelessly fell in love with my familiar.

While I lie here, I look out the window only to see that it's night time.

Tomoe should be asleep by now.

I'll introduce him to Mia tomorrow.

More depressing thoughts fill my head until I finally had enough! I walk out of my room and slowly make my way to the kitchen.

(Warning: if self harming triggers you, I suggest you stop reading now.)

I pull out a knife from the drawer and hold on to the handle tightly, tears streaming down my face.

I was hesitant for a moment, deciding this is a stupid idea. Which it is.

Suddenly a hand was placed on my should and a voice whispered into my ear, "do it."

What?

Yuuto?

I turn around to see the cat yokai himself, a sadistic smirk on his face as he repeated himself, "do it."

In the blink of an eye...

He was gone.

It must be my imagination...

Then I did it. The knife sinking deep into my skin as crimson poured out from the fresh wound.

I let out a whimper as I made another wound on my wrist. 

"(Y/N)?!" 

I quickly turn around, hiding my wrist and the knife behind my back.

"Why are you crying?" 

Tomoe... he starts to walk closer to me while I back up a bit, avoiding eye contact. 

"What are you doing? Are you okay?" He says with concern in his voice. I should have thought this through. My wrist started to burn and I wince in pain. 

"Are you okay?" He asks again trying to grab my wrist. 

In the process I dropped the knife and Tomoe looked me in the eyes with his violet ones, confused. 

He could see crimson on the knife that I had just dropped. 

He grabbed my wrist, his eyes widening at what he saw. 

"(Y/N), what the hell?!?!!!" My fox familiar yelled as he held onto my wrist tightly. 

I started to sob again as I collapsed on the floor. Tomoe picked me up bridal style and carried me into the bathroom. 

The cuts aren't as deep as I thought they were. "(Y/N), why?" Tomoe's voice was now softer and comforting. "I..." I started but looked away from him. "I can't tell you..."

Tomoe carefully held my chin to make me look him in the eyes. 

"(Y/N)." He said sternly, "Tell me." He finished, making me sweat nervously. 

"I... sometimes I feel worthless, Tomoe. To you, I'm just a weak human who can't do anything for herself and who hopelessly fell with her familiar..." I whispered the last part but I knew he heard it...

I tried to leave but Tomoe... 

...hugged me.

I gasp in surprise, "T-Tomoe?" He pulled away and took my wrist in his strong, yet soft hands. 

He started licking my wrist?!

"W-What are you doing?!" I blush and try to avoid eye contact. 

"This should heal your wounds, just shut up and let me help." I nod nervously and blushed the whole time he was 'helping me'.

Once he was finished he bandaged my wrist and looked at me with a guilty expression on his face. 

"Thank you Tomoe." I smile at him, he just stared at me making me confused. 

"What?" he didn't reply but he smashed his lips into my own making me gasp and my eyes widen. 

Tomoe is kissing me?!

He deepens the kiss by holding the back of my head making the kiss more rough. We both pull away for air, panting. 

"Tomoe..." I whisper making him look at me one last night before leaving. What. Was. That?!!!!

Was that a genuine kiss?

I touched my lips blushing, the feeling of that kiss still lingering on my lips. 

Tomoe...

What is going on in your mind right now? 

He's so confusing. I don't get him at all.

Yet.. I fell in love with that stupid fox.

That stupid, attractive fox.

I just sat there for at least ten minutes, that moment still replaying in my head, I want to kiss him again. I bite my lip, wanting to feel Tomoe's touch again.

But then my mind went back to Yuuto. 

What was that? Was that really him earlier? 

I must have been imagining things... that wasn't eally him, he wouldn't do something like that! Right...?

Shaking the thought out of my head, I leave the bathroom and head back to my room, I really need some sleep after tonight's events. 

As I walk back into my room, I lay in my futon and my mind keep on wandering. 

It wandered to Yuuto... which still confused me.

And then it wandered back to Tomoe, I couldn't stop blushing at the thought of him, what does that stupid fox feel for me!?!?

I have to find out...