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FIVE

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𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖞 𝖌𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖇𝖔𝖗𝖓𝖊.
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"i just don't like the fact that he was over there, faggot ass probably gave you some kind of cooties." omar whined, picking with his food.

we was in lunch, and he kept bringing up how jah came over. i wasn't even listening, i was too busy staring at jah.

"stoke! stokeley!" omar snapped his fingers in my face. jah and gazzy was already up and gone.

i looked at omar, who was pouting. he look like a fucking bulldog, on god.

"get yo fingers outta my face." i rolled my eyes, sitting back in my seat.

it's like jah got me in a trance. it's been like that for a long time. he be on my mind 24/7, bullying him takes my mind off of him, and repeatedly telling myself i'm straight and i ain't with that gay shit.

man, i need some pussy.

i sighed, and rubbed my temples. omar looked up from eating his food.

"yo ass ain't eating. what's up?

"nothin', i just ain't hungry." i pushed my tray away, and put my head down.

"now you fat niglet, that's a damn lie."

i glared at him, and he shrugged.

i got up and threw my food away, glancing over at jah. i ain't even know he was next to me.

"hey fag." i smirked, and he looked at me. he looked bored as hell.

he turned around, and walked away. i see he's not with the shit today.

whatever.

lunch was over now, and me and omar weren't going to 7th period. we was on our way to kimetrius house to smoke his weed and fuck some bitches.

ion wanna fuck bitches, i wanna fuck j-

no you fat bitch, that's gay.

when we pulled up, i seen some confusing shit.

why tf is jahseh dwayne ricardo onfroy here??

we got out and i stared at jah. i am so confusion.

i ain't know he smoke weed, he look so damn well put together, you can't recognize his flaws and shit. can't even tell he smoke.

i walked up to him, and pushed his shoulder.

he jumped, and looked at me, before glaring hella hard.

"why you here luh' nigga? you tryna smoke?" i asked, fixing my durag.

he laughs, and shakes his head. i never heard him laugh. he sound hella cute.

stop with the gay shit stokeley goulborne.

i heard the screen door close, and i looked up and saw diego 'iM nOt WhiTe, iM mExIcaN" headass.

i think him and kimetrius be fucking. no joke, i think kimetrius be givin' diego some act right.

"oh, wassup stoke. kimetrius inside." diego looked at me, pointing at the house.

i nodded and they walked to diego's car.

he so damn fine, i just wanna take him and bend h-

aye i really need some pussy.

-i might update my other book tomorrow or tonight, since i got some ideas for some chapters.