It Is Not Easy

Awkward ch.3

I did not want to be rude to Jaylen so I agreed on going somewhere with Jayden. When I said yes the look on his face let me know he had something dramatic planed. We walked out of my house that I still dont know how he got into. We walked to his car which was nice it was like a sports black and yellow bumble bee car. Jayden stopped dead in his tracks and blind folded me. For the rest of the car ride I was really quiet listening to my surroundings making sure this boy wasn't trying to kill me. He stop the car and walked me to a place I think I was at a restaurant
He walked me to a seat and sat me down. I asked can I take off my blind fold he said yes.

 When I did I was amazed of where I was at Al'lamore a very very nice place. Jayden saw the shock and amazement my face and grabbed my hand and said this is for you my love and winked. I pulled my hand back confused did you say my love he nodded his head. Jayden you do not know what you are talking about we have not seen each in like what three years. He replies I know and those years without you killed me, freak this boy is in love with me but I have feeling for someone else. The rest of the time we just talked it was weird When the bill came I offered to pay my half my Jayden insisted.

 I remember Nahmair did this on our 
first date it was sweet but it was old I can pay me own bill. Wait up does this count as a date how would Nahmair react if i dont tell him ...I would have to tell him. Taylor you okay? nahmair asked I guess watching me zoned out. I nodded my head yesand flahed him a "im good" smile

Afterwards Jayden asks me did I want to go to the lake with him, I love the lake it is so romantic that's why I said no. Once Jayden dropped me and I thanked him for the afternoon and right before I walked away he said, lOvE yOu bAbY and quickly kissed me on the cheek. Hell no that stop me in my tracks before I could get a word out he sped away knowing the lecture he would get. So I just texted him

Taylor😜💖
Umm...

                                     Jayden 💪😂
                                              Yes hehe

Jayla 😜💖
Um no don't call
Me baby and
Get to know me
before you tell
Me you love me

                                          Jayden 💪😂
                                                😎😎 gtg TTYL call me 

I rolled my eyes at the text then started to smile , For some reason I just felt happy. I tried to forget about it and start on something else but just thinking about how he was willing to fight for me It made me feel special im not saying im in love or anything but..... Nevermind.