It Is Not Easy

My true feelings ch.4

I kept thinking of Jayden for some reason but i shook the thought and did my homework.

*******The next day*********
I woke up in the morning laying on my homework. Today was Saturday when I look at my phone I saw Jayden blew it up sending so many sweet but corny text. I rolled my eyes and texted good morning as I scrolled through Nahmair Instagram I saw some post that left me with a lifted eyebrow. One was a whole paragraph talking about some girl named Ally your basic brown hair and blue eyed chick.
So I texted him about.

Taylor😂💟: who is Ally we are supposed to be bsf lmao but u can't tell me about a date you had wow.

Nahmair 👋😆:, how was your date with Jayden are y'all fucking or something... Lmao   

(Seen)

Nahmair 👋😆: exactly 

I didn't know how to reply to Nahmair petty ass because he was right so I left him on seen. I felt guilty because even after that I started to think about Jayden and all our good times in the past . I just stop thinking entirely and threw my phone and ran. Like my phone held all my problems and to make them go away all I have to do is run from my phone. I just wanted this growing feeling for Jayden to go. Even though I love him wait... Did I just say I love him ? no I mean loved. But is that love still there I wish I could run from my thoughts.

( short chapter just get used to the different chapter lengths)