She woke up in sweat, her mothers words echoeing in her head, "dont cry over me for the time lost, smile over the times that happened." Tears fell off her face as she rembered the last thing her mothered told her before she stepped out to meet her d...
TRIGGER WARNING: Has depression stuff so be warned.
The girls had left to their dorms and you sat alone in your room. You looked in the mirror at yourself. You suddenly felt self conscious and the depression you have had suddenly came rushing back. You crumbled to the floor, crying. Your shaky hand reached up to the counter, helping you up. You slowly walked to the kitchen and grabbed a knife.
AS SAID THIS IS CUTTING SO BE WARNEDDD
You walked over to the sink and held the knife shakily above your wrists. You inhaled and quickly did it as you cried. You crashed to the floor your loud sobs filling the air. You couldn't drive away the memories of your father or your mother looking displeased. No matter what. You where going through the memories and slowly starting to faint when you heard a crash. You felt warm hands wrap themselves around you. "Lee Soo-Yun, you mother fucking idiot, dont you dare leave me," you heard the pleading cries but you couldn't move your eyelids. you tried to move your hand but it hurt worse. Even so you continued to move it to the strangers face and held it, "I-I-im so-sorry," you managed to spit out until the darkness consumed you.
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You woke up the next morning and looked around. You saw your arms where bandaged and a sleeping Yoongi on your floor. He looked so peaceful so you didnt wanna wake him but you needed to change so you ended up changing in the room to lazy to go to the bedroom.
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You put on the shirt careful of the bandages and then spun to look at Yoongi. He was now awake and his eyes where wide, with his tomato face. You realized he must have woke up when you where changing and froze in shocked. You turned bright red and ran out of the room and hid hoping it saved you from embarrassment. "Lee? where are you?" you heard him coo softly. You tighten and stayed still. The world seemed to freeze for a few minutes until you felt hands grab you and carry you back to the bedroom. You tried to explain, but Yoongi started tickling you. "Y-yoongi......please....s-t-t-top, you said through laughs. He laughed with you but just shook his head, "you need to be punish." you used his talking as a opportunity and you bolted out of his grasp and ran into the buildings long corridor. Yoongi wouldnt tickle you out here. He walked out and you held out your hands like a child, "piggy back ride?" you asked pouting. "Fine," he said turning around, you hopped on his back and start laughing till you snuggled your head into the crook of neck and fell asleep on you way down the 19 floors in the elevator.
You woke back up snuggled with Yoongi in his bedroom. You didnt feel like moving so you closed your eyes again and snuggled back up to him falling asleep again.
A/n hope you dont mind the depression stuff but after Lee's past I felt like she would be a little depressed, from her abusive father.
