In love with the darkness

Chapter 14 betty's POV

Once I got to New York I started going to school and all I did was go to school during the day go home (AKA my dorm) then go home for about an hour and then go to work at a coffee shop called "The Awakening" I kept up with all of my doctors appointments for the baby and soon days bled into weeks and weeks into months and I found out the gender of the baby which was a girl when I found that out I cried because all I could think about was jughead and how I thought he would look for me, I know I told him not to but, he he did look for me at least I would know he loved me but I guess not. It's probably a good thing he doesn't know about our daughter anyways. Soon seven months passed and I had a beautiful baby girl and I named her "Evelyn Ray Jones Cooper", I figure when she gets older and if she ever meets her dad she can choose which last name she likes best. Soon I got a better job as an assistant for a big shot lawyer named Mr. Baron and the job pays well so I was able to get a cozy and decent apartment with two bedrooms and two bathrooms but all I could think about is how it would only be complete if jughead were here. Soon Evelyn got older and it was like I was looking at her as a baby and then I blink and she'd grown and now she's five years old and she looks exactly like jughead in fact she is the spitting image of him she has long black hair and tan skin with deep green eyes and a small nose and the slightest bit of freckles on her nose but not much she's also very petite and short and scrawny but adorable. Her favorite color is dark blue and she has a crown beanie that I made for her so she could match jughead sometimes it's hard to get her to take it off because she loves it and the reason she does is cuz she knows her daddy is out there somewhere with the same one to match. It's to bad her daddy doesn't know he has a daughter out there with the same one to match. Sometimes it's hard because she thinks her daddy is sick and that he can't come to see us because he would get us sick to and she always asks me when he's gonna get better and it's heart breaking. I still love jughead with all my heart and I know it's unfair but I just couldn't see myself with anyone else but him so I haven't even looked at a man the same let alone kissed or dated one for five whole years and somewhere deep inside me I hope that jughead will come and find me and he will have done the same.

Present time——

"Evelyn ray, wake up it's time for your first day of kindergarten!"

"I'm up, mom" said Evelyn as she walked out in a dark blue T-shirt with black skinny jeans and her crown beanie, sometimes I swear to god she was more emo than jughead.

"Really? That's what your wearing on your first day of kindergarten?!"

"What's wrong with it?"

"Ugh nothing let's just go" I said with a sigh

"Oh and tonight you have to stay with Claire for an hour or two mommy has to go somewhere. Ok?"

"Ya I guess, but remember I don't like Claire I like Maria, Claire is not a good baby sitter. She let me put a Barbie in the toaster!"

"Ya well your the one who put the Barbie in there"

"Ya but I asked her, can I put my Barbie in the toaster and she said yes! I think she was to busy getting her face sucked off my some guy she calls babe"

"Fine I will call and ask if Maria will come instead" I said as we walked into her knew classroom and we went over to the teacher named Mrs. Penny she was nice teacher from what I saw and so I left saying good bye to Evelyn as I went she didn't seem to upset by my leaving so I went I was kinda nervous about tonight because I was going on a date with a guy named Paul that I've been seeing for about a month and a half it hurts to date him because I know I will never love him like I loves jughead but I'm hoping I can finally get over him and move on but I don't ever see that happening.

Time skip(the date) duh duh duuuuuh😂

I walked into the restaurant called Louie something or other and I found Paul sitting I went and greeted him with a side hug and a peck on the cheek and I sat down. Paul was a decent looking man but he had nothing on jughead he was slightly fit but again he had nothing on jughead. We sat and talked about stupid meaningless things such as the weather and the food at the restaurant and birthdays and other stupid things then the topic of Evelyn cane up and he asked when he could meet her and I said maybe sometime in the future trying to brush off the topic because I don't think I'm quite ready for that just yet. But I told him I would talk to her about it after that he walked me home and I said good night and I went to my apartment and Evelyn was sleeping and all I could think about is that I want jughead. And I sat down in the couch and cried for what seemed like the millionth time which I'm reality it probably was.

Authors note—

Honestly really sorry there was such a huge age gap and the chapters suck but I'm trying my best.