Losing everything

What i needed

I just stood there unable to move
I felt my heart speed up,
I could hear it through my ears,
And I could tell you did to.
Are you telling me the truth?
With every step I took back, my back came in contact with the wall, 
Wanting to believe what you were saying was true
Part of my knew I couldn't,
Not after everything you put me through,
But you look so tense which I knew you were telling the truth, your simply not what I want but what I needed.