Losing everything

Caution

I pushed myself up from my floor and walked over to my desk,
with only the moon light beaming through my window,
only the sound of my clock ticking past time,
I looked at myself in the mirror,
my eyes were red and puffy from the amount of tears that had falling from my eyes,
I simply asked myself why was I crying, I stopped for a moment and looked at the time,
it read 3:53, I told myself I was once strong and believed I could change my mind and dediced that this was it.

i'm not longer going to be the old me I'm going to be caution and simply avoid falling apart.