School Life (Jeongin X Reader)

Chapter 7

Y/N POV

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My brother's friends or the rest of EXO members went to go buy food for my brother and I. Jongin looks at mom and takes her hand. He closes his eyes and his lips move, but no sounds. I take this as a hint to leave and also for me to take a breather. I almost forgot about Mark and Jackson, so I decided to call Mark. 

3 ring and Mark answer the phone.

"Mark?"

"Y/N, are you okay? How's your mom? How are you? Is your brother there? Has Jung-" Mark stops abruptly in mid-sentence.

"Mark were you trying to say that Jungkook is here?" My breath get's caught in my chest. 

"NO! I mean yes, but you were you freaking out and he cal-," I knew what he was gonna say and had to stop him.

"He can't calm me down Mark. I can calm myself down. He has nothing to do with me or my mom after what he did. Calling him was unnecessary," I'm trying to keep my voice low so the other people in the lobby won't think I'm crazy. 

"I'm sorry I was just looking out for you," Mark said quietly. 

"Mark, is helping calling the person who broke my heart and leaving gonna help when my mom almost died!"

"Look Y/N he-"

"No Mark"

"I'm sor-," I cut him off and hang up. I can't believe he would call  him. 

I leave the lobby since people are staring at me. I go to the hallway and I see a group of boys, boys I know. I try and turn around so they won't notice me. 

"Y/N?" God I notice that voice and I hate it. I continue walking like I never heard my name getting called.

"Y/N," they turn me around and immediately our eyes meet.

"Jungkook," I spit out, but know that my face doesn't match my tone of voice. A ball of emotion start to form in my throat. 

Jungkook looks at me, his eyes watering up. He wants to cry but won't. 

"Y/N, I'm so sorry for everything. I broke you, yet walked away. I walked away when you needed someone to lean on the most. I wish w-"

"Jungkook, you wish, you  hope but can't  go back after what you did. Kissing another girl, while smirking at me, staring at me while you let that girl touch you,  knowing  I was there, was wrong," I could feel tears fall down onto my cheeks, but continued by my best to stand tall. 

"You knew  what you were doing, yet kept doing it. I was heart-broken for months on end. I can't even stand up to my crush and tell him I like him," at this Jungkook's and the rest of the gang's eyes go wide.

"I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me, you can hate me forever, you can hit me right now. I know what I did was wrong, and I shouldn't have done that. I'm so so so sorry Y/N. I bet your mom doesn't like me either after I promised I would keep you safe and happy. Y/N please let me see your mom. I'll leave after and you don't have to see me ever again," Jungkook is crying and his words that I've been wanting to hear for so long have made me heal. 

"Go see my mom. She is mad at you, but she still has a place for you in her heart."

Jungkook goes to my mom's room and the rest of the boys smile at me. 

"He really needed to hear that," Yoongi said.

"Really?"

"Yep, he knew he did wrong. He beat himself up. He would be silent, super silent and cry in his room. He wanted to hear you yell at him. Wants you to forgive him," Hoseok said with the sunshine smile. 

"So besides today... how's our girl been," Jimin chimes in.

"Good, I got a slot for the dance competition and I get to make my own choreography"

"I knew you could do it," Jimin said and smiled his famous eye smile.

"So, you like someone, who is it?," Tae ask and all the boys eyebrows raise and they smirk.

I sigh and blush," He goes to my school. He can sing, dance and rap. His name is Yang Jeongin."

Ok so next chapter Jeongin will be back. Please comment and vote, I feel like I'm not doing a good job and I want a boost of confidence in my writing. Thank you reading. Hope you like it. :)

Written September 1, 2018 

Edited November 30, 2020