School Life (Jeongin X Reader)

Chapter 22

Y/N POV

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"WHO IS HE?!," Jongin yelled as soon as I entered the house.

 I sighed and put all my stuff down by the door, since I'd need it for tomorrow. I walked towards the kitchen and grabbed a cup of mug, with a fuming Jongin watching my every move.

"That's my dance partner, Jeongin," I said looking at him while drinking my water.

Jongin looked at me with a look and then he raises his eyebrows.

"What now?"

"Is it...him?"

"Who him?"

"Don't play dumb, Y/N," Jongin said as he inched closer to me.

"If you mean the boy from the hospital, then yes. I thought you knew when I told you I had practice," I laughed.

"Hey hey, don't judge I was worried about your hand!"

I laughed and hugged Jongin," I know."

We laughed for a second and then I went to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Jongin POV

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I sat down on my bed and then got a phone call from the hospital. I quickly answered and I knew I had to tell Y/N the news.

Y/N POV

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I just got out of the shower when Jonging knocked on my door. 

"Hold on!"

I quickly put on some Pj shorts and a T-shirt and opened the door. Immediately, I was worried. 

"What h-happened?"

"Put on some clothes and hurry up. We have to go," Jongin said in a hurry, so I didn't ask any questions and I went to change.

5 minutes later

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We where done getting dressed and rushed out of the house. I was still confused but I followed Jongin. I finally realized where we where going when I saw the hospital in the distance. I stopped in my tracks and my brother must have felt me stop because he stopped and turned around with a knowing face.

"D-did something happen to mom?,"I asked worried.

"That's why we are going to the hospital, come on let's hurry."

He gently grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the hospital. When we got there we went up to our mom's room, but when we got they got there a whole bunch of doctors where there.

I stopped and just stared. No way, mom couldn't go away! I started shaking and Jongin took my hand and lead me to a chair where I broke down crying. 

After about an hour the doctors came up to us and looked down with a sad and tired face. One caught my eye and I just sobbed with my hearts content.

"I am so very sorry. We tried everything, and she held on for as long as she could. She-she wrote this before she passed and said to give it to you as soon as she...passes," Jin looked at me and then the Jongin. Jongin just nodded his head and took the note from his hands and looked at me. 

"Can I read this to you Y/N?"

I just nodded, my throat to sore to answer in words.

Dear children,

                           I am so sorry for not fighting this disease and not being with you. You are both my beautiful angels and I love you both dearly. Please don't be mad at me. I did everything for the best, but I never knew my health would drop. Y/N when I got sick you never said anything and you stopped taking care of your own health, just for me. A mom is never suppose to need help or ask for anything of their child, and I did. I hope you can forgive me of the hardships I put upon you.

                         Jongin my super star. You made me so proud when you became an idol. You helped me and Y/N a lot when you sent money to my bank account. The way you dance tells a story. Your  group members love you a lot and so does all your fans, but I love you the most. Thank you so much sweety, and I hope you take care of your baby sister. I already know this is gonna be a lot on her...maybe too much and she needs support. If you have to go back to your band please contact your sister as much as possible, it would help me not to worry from up above. 

                         I love you my babies and I wish you the best. 

                                                                                                                     Love Mama

My world stopped and went black.

Writing the mom's story made me want to cry because I felt like the part towards Y/N was like my own message to myself. I hope you guys like this chapter...but before you finish reading I just want to say something.

So today marks a year of Jonghyun of SHINee passing away. I am still heartbroken that he is gone, but we still have other members to take care of. At first I listened to SHINee's music but didn't consider my self a fan, but slowly I did. After a year of becoming a Shawol this devastating news happened. I was broken. Jonghyun helped me in so many ways. He helped me with my depression and anxiety. He passed away 2 weeks after I got out of the hospital for trying to commit suicide. Again, I was broken. This news not only devasted me, but thousands of Shawols as well. I wish that Jonghyun is doing well up above and is watching his fellow members. All Shawols want to tell him that...HE DID WELL. 

Thank you for reading that little message, but I trust you guys to share my thoughts on what happened a year ago. I hope you are having a great day. My wifi is slow right now so you might get another update today...you might not, so I hope you are on your toes waiting. Just kidding I wouldn't do that to you guys. I love you though. Thank you for 3.8K!

It's now been 3 years since the passing of our beloved Jonghyun and I still miss him very much. On Halloween (2020) there was a blue moon and when I saw it I cried and knew he was looking down on us and telling us he is alright. 

Written December 17, 2018

Edited November 30, 2020