Strong winds starting to blow, but I am still at the park feeling the cold breeze, I don't care if there would be a blizzard that will come now all I want is a peaceful mind. Walking at the path area where I see somebody standing almost in front of me, I am happy to see him but no, he is not looking at me at all, I was surprised, he smiled, the smile that I've been deprived of, and now I see it
Flashback
I am excited to him today, it's our 100th day of being a couple, my friends and my family were happy to see me happy and I am too. "Sis, I am so happy for you!" my sister Joo Bin said to me, I hugged her and I thank her for the support. "Shhhh.... Don't cry, I know he loves you" she winds me up on crying on her shoulder, I can't believe it, I am crying because of this. "Thanks, sis! You know that he's my first love, I really don't know what will happen if we separate our ways" I said to her.
Han Hae, my cousin is there to accommodate me, she is picking what dress should I wear on our first ever date. "Rae, this is perfect!" she said as she presents me the dress that she wants me to wear. I couldn't put her down; she is here to help me. She is really a good-loving cousin of mine.
Everything is perfect, my dress, my shoes, my purse, my lavaliere, my makeup and my hair and everything in me is perfect. It becomes more quintessential when I see him waiting for me with his black Mercedes-Benz. I am so amazed by what he is wearing. Then he looks up and sees me, I am waiting for him to smile. Yes, one of the reasons why I fell in love with him.
He smiled at me, he is too gentle to me, and he opens the door for me and let me slide inside the car. He is just too perfect for me now. Everything is so perfect; everything that I'm depriving for is being engaged at this very moment of my life.
He started the car and at one more chance, he looked at me, intertwined our hands and smile at me.
End of the flashback
No I shouldn't feel the way I feel when I first see him smile at me, he is not even smiling at me, I too, look at his side, at the very moment I see who is he smiling at, my heart beat skips, I really don't know why, 'You shouldn't fool yourself' Yes my mind is right, I shouldn't fool myself right now.
Casually the rain pours, I didn't bring my umbrella at all, 'It's alright if you let the rain pours on you it is not evident that you were crying also' again my mind is right, I should just let the rain pours on me.
I see him opens the umbrella that he is holding, but he hasn't noticed me at all, but I don't care if he noticed me, he will not share the umbrella at me at all.
Flashback
I'm in haste of running just to catch him up at our meeting place. The rain is so unstoppable right now; I am wishing that he brought some umbrella. I am so worried about him; he could catch some colds right now. Yes, I am late with our date, it is Valentine's Day.
"I wish he's okay!" I said to myself as I run faster as the rain pours on me. I am so drenched because of the rain. I am so wasted now, I don't know if I could fix myself, but no, I am still worried about him.
I stopped, I see him clearly. I see him clearly waiting for me, he brought an umbrella with him, and I smiled. He looks up and noticed me, he run towards me, and shares the umbrella with me.
"Ya! Why you didn't bring an umbrella?" he scolded me, I didn't answer him. I am still catching my breath. "Aigoo..." I said, I look at him, he is so damn worried about me, "Don't do this again, you could have to text me!" he said to me, "So-So-Sorry..." I said to him. He hugged me as I hugged him back. "Shhh.... Don't worry... it's nothing... All I know that you are with now! Now let's go buy some spare clothes and you change!" he said to me. He is just the man that I really could wish for.
