This is just a book of my thoughts, feelings, rants, and etc.
I see a lot of my friends and other people doing this and I also always wanted to express my feelings somehow and having a diary/journal never really helped me much so I hope this book wi...
Ooooo here goes another one, ok so I have a lot in my mind mostly after I had this conversation with my step grandma. It was weird and hard since it was all in Spanish and while I know Spanish I'm not the best at speaking it. But I honestly think I did a pretty good job, she understood me and I understood here so everything is Gucci lol.
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But before we even had the conversation my sister called me, she moved out a month ago and I was really sad to see here leave and I was even more sad since I didn't get to see her leave cause I was at school T-T. But I was also not sad I really didn't feel anything when she left like I knew I was sad but I didn't feel it at the same time. After a week or so my house felt empty without her I knew I missed her but I couldn't feel like I did. It's like my heart and mind are confused on my feelings.
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I've been feeling that a lot lately I just sometimes feel nothing and it's weird but I've gotten so used it which I don't like. But back to my sister she called me to tell me that she is coming over. She arrived in like 5 mins and both my grandparents were like praising her while she was coming in. I didn't think much of it since they do it all the time it just bothers me that they only do that to her while me and my brother have to go up to them to greet and if we don't they get mad at us. My family has always treated my sister better then me and my brother it's pretty obvious they love her more not saying they don't love us just not as much.
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