since this is an art book i'm going to give you a picture that i drew before this happened as an exuse to talk
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well.. you don't have to stay for this part
i just had a terrifying nightmare that really heightened my anxiety a lot and now i'm scared that i'm still dreaming when though i for sure know that i'm not
in the nightmare i was already kind of panicking
it even had a point where i was turning on my music and it wouldn't stop and volume wouldn't turn down, so i kept shutting all my apps and then i shut the music and it wouldn't stop- i turned off the entire thing, it kept to going
i quickly got up from my bed and the volume kept turning up and it started to slow down before turning up like a music box, faster and faster and until it was so loud that i collapsed to the ground crying as a extremely loud scream like noise came-
oh christ- i'm still listening to music since i fell asleep with it on and it stopped for a second and i started to panic again, making sure i wasn't dreaming
at some point i even went outside of my room(before that while part) and heard my mom and brother talking- so i went back into my room where through the window it looked like it was probably five in the morning or just really early/late
also this all took place in a house that's a mix of my room from the house i'm in now and the one that i recently moved out of
