Facing reality

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ALEX'S POV
I look and I see him I see JONAH everyone is kinda gathered around us we're a few feet apart and we're just staring at each other I know he doesn't know what to say or what to do but honestly I don't know either!
He looks like he's about to cry...

Logan:guys I think we should give them some space
Jake:yeah we'll all be in the kitchen Alex
Jonah:so umm hi??
Alex:yeah hi
Jonah:I need to ask u something
Alex:yeah anything
Jonah:why'd you leave without saying goodbye or a call or at least a f**king text Alex like seriously what the hell
Alex:I'm sorry I just had to leave I needed to get outta here..
Jonah: WELL WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE LEAVING ALEX
Alex:IM SORRY OK WHAT ELSE DO U WANT ME TO F**KING SAY JONAH
Jonah:well first of all you could tell me why you didn't tell me you were leaving?
Alex:I knew it would be harder if I said something about leaving so I thought maybe if I just left it wouldn't hurt me or you as bad.. but I guess I was wrong
Jonah:yeah guess so
Alex:are you mad at me
Jonah:I was at first but I'm mostly just still trying to figure out how you could hurt me like that
Alex:I didn't mean to hurt you I thought I was doing the right thing
Jonah:I don't really know what to say
Alex: you could at least be happy to see me
Jonah:I am happy your here but don't think things are just gonna go back to the way they were  cause I don't know if I can forgive you
Alex: ...I'm sorry
Jonah:well it's not my fault that you left
Alex:well I'm sorry I went back to Ohio cause I wasn't happy here yeah just blame everything on me Jonah
Jonah:do not try and say any of this is my fault cause it's your fault
Alex:yeah it is isn't it
Jonah:YEAH IT IS WE HAD SO MUCH AND THEN YOU GO ON AND LEAVE ME:(
Alex:I'm so so so sorry I really am how many times do I have to say it till you'll forgive me
Jonah:I don't think saying sorry is gonna fix this problem Alex..
Alex:yeah I know
Jonah I'm gonna go hang out with the guys
Alex:yea ok
I grabbed my bags and ran upstairs crying I didn't know what to do or how to feel right now Jonah literally hates me now and there's nothing I can do about it:(

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