I thought that I should pretend
That a person like you doesn’t exist
I tried to convince myself
That you were just another one out of the many loves
But that’s not that easy
I keep thinking of you again
Who exactly are you
To make me look for your picture again?
This longing seems a little sick
These tears seem a little serious
This pain is so unbelievable
That it doesn’t seem like I can just trust time to heal me
This longing seems a little sick
This sadness doesn’t seem right
My heart has gotten hard
It falls to the fall, breaks and shatters
In case your name passes by
I look at your changed photo
In case it hurts too much if I throw it away
I can’t go through my friend list, I have too much fear
Everyone told me that I’ll know only when I experience it
Only when I go through it
But this isn’t a common break up that anyone can go through
Yesterday, I was drunk in your thoughts, crying as I looked for you
Then I don’t remember what happened next
When I woke up, I was in front of your house
How painful was it?
Blood flows from the cutting tears
I wash it out, I wash out the tears
But I can’t erase the stains of you left on my cheeks
This longing seems a little sick
This sadness doesn’t seem right
My heart has gotten hard
It falls to the fall, breaks and shatters
Since I’m struggling so much without you
I tell myself I’ll forget you tomorrow
After I let you go out of anger
It’s all for the better, I feel lighter now
I was going crazy because I was so annoyed by you
So I brightly smiled and looked at myself in the mirror
But my reflection shows me crying as if I’ll die tomorrow
Written in bright red in my white and clean heart
Are the foolish regrets that spread like paint
Clearly, I will overcome this well
This longing seems a little sick
These tears seem a little serious
This pain is so unbelievable
That it doesn’t seem like I can just trust time to heal me
This longing seems a little sick
This sadness doesn’t seem right
My heart has gotten hard
It falls to the fall, breaks and shatters
