The Neighbor •Tray Bills & IamJustAiri

Depression

~Airi's POV~

It's been 3 weeks since the whole break up with Tray,

It's weird saying 'break up' but at this point I would be stupid saying we're still together,

I left the hotel the second day and came to an apartment,

Since I got here I haven't left,

By that I mean I haven't been outside for days,

I've gotten snacks and a meal or two from downstairs,

They have a 'food place' which was really convenient for me,

Right now I'm currently laying in the living room couch,

Thinking about life,

The whole break up thing messed me up,

I haven't had the energy to go out or just do anything in general.

I feel weak for saying that but it's the truth, I've never had this happen to me and it doesn't make it easier for me since I have no one here for me,

Tray was the only person I had and now I'm back to being alone.

It's going to take me some time to get back to the old me but I'll see how everything goes,

I also gave up on my phone after the 3rd day,

It's been sitting on the same night stand for weeks now,

It hasn't been charged so it's just there,

Kind of like me,

I'm just here in bed or on the couch all day.

Now that I think of it my life is actually a mess now.

I really lost everyone I had and now I'm going through all this because of that.

As I was drowning in my thoughts I heard someone knocking on the door,

I got up slowly and put my hoodie on so the person out there wouldn't question me or see how dead I was looking,

I opened the door without looking up,

"Hi Airi?" Some Guy who worked here asked, I knew who it was just by the voice,

We get along, he's been cool since I moved here.

"What's up?" I said as I avoided eye contact which was rude but I was doing it for his own good,

"Someone came in asking if you were staying here but I'm not sure if you want us giving out information like that to other people, we understand some people are private with things like that soo"

"Who was it?"

"It was a guy, I can't say his name because he didn't tell us"

I stood there confused,

I don't even know or talk to anyone so this is just creepy/weird.

"Alright well just tell him to go away, I don't take visits or something" I said as I finally looked up at him,

"Alright, I'm here if anything" he said probably noticing how bad I looked,

"Thanks" I said as I looked down,

He then walked away as I closed the door behind me,

I walked back to the couch and put on a movie.

Then I heard a knock again,

It was probably Kyle, the worker again,

I opened the door again without looking up but this time the person standing in front of me stayed quiet..