My name is Ash. Sure, it's not the name I was born with, and I'm not the gender I was born as.
I don't care what other people think of me, although I do hope it's good. I'm glad that I've been born in a much more supporting century than for example, the 1900's.
I have very recently come out to my family, and they have accepted me for who I am with mainly open arms. However, I know that is not the case for many of you.
For those of you that may have been, or are being: pitied, disowned, rejected, scorned apon, and even sent to camps to try and, "heal the mental illness that is taking over." unfortunately they exist.
For those of you that have voices screaming at you inside your head, and blades bringing sweet relief from your skin, for those of you that take out thier abuse on abusing others and on abusing themselves.
I'm letting all of you here today know that you are not alone, that even if your family and your friends don't care anymore. We do. I do. The internet is a wonderful place. A scary place, but wonderful all the same. You can talk to me or anyone else here on the interemt that is supporting, for advice, help, someone that will listen to you rant, or even just a shoulder to cry on. We've all gone through what you're going through now, in ine way or another. Expecially me, I doubt it was as bad as most of you, but it was bad all the same.
Again.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
DON'T HURT YOURSELF OVER THINGS YOU CAN'T HELP. TALK TO FRIEND, OR DO SOMETHING OTHER THAN SOMETHING HARMFUL. ANYTHING: READ, DRAW, BUY A DAMMIT DOLL. ANYTHING BUT HURTING YOURSELF OVER THE DEMONS BENT ON TRYING TO DESTROY YOU.
FIGHT BACK
We will fight with you
💖💖💖
YOU ARE READING
Call me by my name.
RandomTopaz is enrolling in a new school in a new state, leaving his previous life and previous self behind in Montana. He had grown up going to a Catholic religion based private school, living on a farm and doing things that a women would do. Washing...
