Damn Bipolar

Anger

( CAMERON'S POV )

Ali looks beautiful even covered in blood and tears.

Why did I have to treat her like this?

I still don't deserve her no matter what she says. I want her. I want her to be mine. I don't care about sex.. that's not what's on my mind. I'm falling so hard for Ali. The question is.. Is Ali falling for me too?

"Ali I can't stay." I looked over and Ali's eyes had turned to fear.

"Cameron..Why not.?" She was trying to hold back more tears.

"Ali after the way I treated you I don't even deserve to be in here with you right now."

"But Cam-"

"Ali I'm falling really hard for you..I'm in love with you..Everything about you is so perfect.. Your smile, your hair, Your eyes, your nose, your everything.

Your so beautiful..Even sitting here covered in blood.. Ali I can't stay because I don't deserve you. At all. After the way I treated you i'm surprised your letting me stay..I love you."

"Cameron, I know why you did all this shit now..Yes it was a very dick move.. But I've forgiven you ..All I want is you. I need you to stay Cameron." she looks me straight into the eyes and says "Please stay."

I had to now. I couldn't leave her like this. "I'll stay for you."

We got cleaned up and went to her bed.

We just cuddled and watched movies.

We decided to walk to a starbucks close by because we were both craving drinks.

I see a girl getting pinned to a tree by Nash.. Nash was just kissing her and grabbing her boobs.. I could tell she didn't like it and she was trying to escape.

Ali saw it too. She ran over there and said "Can I borrow .." she looked around and saw the girls necklace it said Kate, "Can I borrow Kate for a sec?" Nash and her looked confused but then Kate looked relived when Ali pulled her away.

"Cameron Let's take Kate inside with us."

We had a chat with Kate inside starbucks, She's really sweet and has a great personality, Ali really seems to enjoy her!

We found out that Kate used to date Nash too..

After she left me and Ali were left alone.

"Ali would you like to go on a very special secret date with me?"

She smiled "Where..?"

"It's a secret! But you will love it!"

She kept smiling "Sure Cam."

She called me Cam.. Oh my God.

It may not seem like a big deal, but this is huge to me.

"I'll pick you up at 8 On Saturday night." I say

We got back to her house around 9pm and she looked scared as soon as we pulled up.

"Cameron..My parents won't be home for the next two weeks." Ali said sadly

"What's wrong with that?"

"Well I'm going to be alone.. Alone and sad..I could do..Things..To myself." she trailed off into her thoughts.

"What are you leading to?" I asked,

And she just sat there for a moment..

"Cameron..Can you stay with me?"

We get Into the house and she falls down on the ground..

"Ali why'd you fall?" I asked picking her up.

"My blood sugar is really low I need food right this second."

I ran into her kitchen , grabbed some spaghetti from the fridge, and warmed it up for 30 seconds.

Ali ate it up quickly without being embarrassed. Yay. She felt comfortable around me!

We watched movies on her parents giant bed and snuggled. She held my hand. It felt amazing. She fell asleep with her head on my shoulder.

I fell asleep eventually.

Not much later I woke up to a screaming Ali.

"Ali what's wrong?" I asked

Her breathing was hard..

"It was just a Nightmere." she said.

"About what?" I wandered

"Um. about.uh.. Well I don't really wanna talk about it right now." she said sleepily. "Fine, but are you ok?"

"Not sure..can you help me be ok?"

I scooted right next to her and looked into her eyes. "As you wish." I said

I snuggled up close to her, then she calmed down, and fell asleep.

I woke up before Ali, and decided to make her breakfast.

Bacon,Toast, and apple juice.

I turned her favorite show "Friends" on and brought the breakfast in.. She woke up wandering what I was doing here. I had to remind her, and she was laughing at herself. "Thank you for the breakfast Cam, you didn't have to do that.." She smiled but she also felt guilty.

She called me Cam again wow. I feel special. "It wasn't any trouble..I just want to make sure you are ok." I kissed her forehead and laid back to watch TV.

A red thing popped up on the TV and an alert sound went off.. Me and Ali read the warning, She dropped her toast and huddled next to me shaking. The warning wasn't good.