fanaccount || brandon arreaga

14.

"July 17, 4:00 pm, Vine Street"

"Thanks V😊"

"No worries B🤗"

"I did a little something to thank you🙄"

What?

"@brandon_arreaga mentioned you in their post."

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS HAPPENING.

"Honestly, I have been feeling down these days, but you always change my mood so I recorded something for you guys. Thank @imarriedbrandon, it was her idea 🤷🏻‍♂️."

I turned the audio on and I started hearing Brandon singing to Gotta Get Out by 5 Seconds Of Summer.

"Cause' I feel so damn lost, and it comes with a cost being alone. Everything is falling down, we're suffering, helpless thoughts and out we sing, prayers go to the sky. And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby, we just gotta get out, we just gotta get out."

He sounded so hurt and emotional that I felt sad, I didn't know what was happening to him, and I really wanted to help him but I also didn't want to annoy him.

I started to read the comments while a lot of notifications started to pop up.

"why you so sad b?😕"

"who do we have to kill?💀💀"

"literally you're making me happy and sad at the same time.❤️"

This was so weird, I literally had never seen Brandon not being positive on social media.

"You okay B?"

"Yeah, I'm okay."

"No don't say "Yeah, I'm okay."" "I know you ain't good."

"Honestly, I really need to talk about something." "But I should talk about this with one of the guys."

"Yeah, you should I guess." "If you need my help B, you can trust me, I know we haven't been talking for that long, and maybe you wouldn't talk about this with a fan but idk, I feel like, I can tell you anything, and maybe you felt the same way too."

"Can you facetime by ig?"

"Yeah, I can."

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-Hey.-I smiled.

-Hey.-He tried too.

-You don't have to tell me if you don't want to Brandon.

-Charlotte and I broke up a week ago.

-What?-I almost whispered.

-Yeah, she's going to NYU.

-Wow, that's amazing.

-Yeah, it is.-He smiled.-But that wasn't it. We've been arguing a lot for like these past 2 months, and not in a "friendly way". Everyday, nonstop, about anything and everything.

-But...

-I was happy about it at first, we ended on good terms but, it doesn't feel right anymore.

-I get it, you're just not used to her absence. It clearly doesn't sound like you loved her anymore, and don't think that you do because if it felt right ending this up at first, that says a lot.

-I know, I just don't get why I feel this way.

-Maybe you're just missing someone by your side, like she used to be. Doesn't have to be her. Seems like all you need is to be closer to someone, not a girlfriend, but maybe your friends or family. That helps a lot.

-Yeah, you're right. Did I do wrong posting that video?

-To be honest, this won't spread positivity like you guys wanted to, but you're humans and you aren't hyped up 24/7, it's so amazing that you can share not your best moments with the BEANZ, that way they know that it's perfectly fine to feel down.

-Yeh but, they shouldn't feel down, and of course not because of me. I've been reading a lot of comments saying that the video made them cry or feel sad or feel alone and I don't want them to feel that way, you know?

-Of course you don't, but think about it this way... There are people that are going through the hardest shit right now, and maybe they don't relate with your happiness and loudness.-I laughed.- Maybe they want someone to tell them: "Yo, it's fine to feel sad, it's fine to not be okay, but you'll get through this sooner than you think, I can promise you that."

-That makes sense.

-You're still spreading positivity. "And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees, we just gotta get out." Positivity doesn't mean being happy all the time, positivity means that you know that you'll feel happy at the end of the day, when all the shit ends, because you know that it will end.

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