Not Perfect

I miss you

"I'm so tired of not feeling anything
So tired of feeling so empty
Where did everything go as wrong
As wrong as I've always been treated before?
When all I ever really wanted
Was to love and be loved in return

Oh I know deep down I want you so
'Cause I dream of us on the beach, sand in our toes
Dancing around the early hours of the morning, hand in hand
Softly, slowly falling in love with you"

-  hardest part by abbey Glover

"Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again

We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before
So what's one more?
In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end
Time and hearts will wear us thin
So which path will you take, cause we both know a break
Does exactly what it says on the tin"

- sick of losing soulmates by Dodie Clark

"I told you I was looking for some empathy
Well you fooled me
Just, a touch and a thought and I was gone
And now someone's gonna get to know the better you
When I was supposed to

How is it I've never felt that way before
I was so sure
it wasn't going to be you, Why do all the red flags Just look like so much fun? oh
I have a habit of
Searching for the damage
To share my love

I promised to be numb
But somehow you were the one
Now to unwind
Months of a good time"

- You, by Dodie Clark

"I was growing younger day by day, there was love and it was all arranged
And I held you with the wandering eye
Now I know the girl I shoulda known, now I feel the love I should've shown
And I pull you in but you push me out

And I, know, you don't love me so but please say it once before I go

I know that you can feel me
Tell me that you don't love me
But say it one more time
I'm going darling, I'll step lightly
Live on as if you still love me
Just say it one more time
Even if it's a lie, even if it's a lie"

- Even if it's a lie, By mat Maltese

"I don't really care, you can keep the things we used to share
But what did you do with my heart?
What did you do with my heart?

No more fireworks, no more compass
You didn't leave a single butterfly in my stomach
You took my spyglass, no knowing what lies ahead
My warmth at night, but left a dent in my bed

Strip me of my pride, that's for the best
But you also deprived me of a full night's rest
So no more dreams where we pull through
And I can't collect my thoughts 'cause they're still with you."

- things we used to share, by Thomas Sanders

"Can I be him?"

- Can I be him, by James Arthur

I wish I could be her, I really do.

"Am I in your head, half as often as you're on my mind?
If I don't make sense, please forgive me I can't sleep at night
At least not alone, not anymore
Not since I found what I never went looking for
And now you're in my head
I must've lost my mind"

-lost my mind, by Alice Kristainsen

"See I'm a waste of life
I should just kill myself
Yeah, I could slit my wrists
But it really wouldn't help
Wouldn't fix my issues
Or change your mind
Cause I broke your heart
And you buried mine
Now I'm 6 feet deep and I can't breathe
I got dirt in my eyes
And blood on my sleeves
But I dig my way up
Through these roots and leaves
So I can get some air
So I can finally breathe
And now I'm on my knees."

- Broken by Lund

"I won't hate you, but, oh, it stings
How does it feel to be adored by him?
I won't hate you, but, oh, it stings
How does it feel to be adored by him?

How stupid to think that I could compare
To the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair"

- Adored by him, by Dodie Clark

"Sometimes when she goes to sleep,
She feels like not waking up
She feels like she's in so deep,
That she'll never make it out

All the mistakes that she made,
She just thinks about
Probably the reason that she ain't be sleeping now."

- Controls, by Pham

"I knew you once
And it was nice
I knew your brain and your heart
All your insides

Oh I could tell
Just with a look
What you were thinking
That's all it took

You shared your secrets
And I shared mine
Silence was comfy
Without having to try

We swapped our smiles
Gifted advice
Yes, I knew you once
And it was nice."

- I knew you once, by Dodie Clark.