Falling For Perrie Edwards

Chapter 2

Bethanys P.O.V

I finally got home...to an empty house...as usual. My mom and dad are always gone. My brother moved out ages ago.

I trudged up to my room, adding more cuts to my arm before adding a handkerchief and tying it to stop the bleeding. I let the calmness take over...the feeling that comes out of cutting is unexplainable....some people cut for fun and that they like it. I fucking hate it. It slowly ruined my life. The addiction is so strong. I've worn jackets at school since 6th grade and never have tooken them off during school or home. I only take them off in my room. Unless I'm wearing bracelets.

I opened my laptop and noticed people from Perries group of friends saying rude shit about me on Twitter.

"@bethanywilton OMG did you see what you were wearing today?"

"Guys! @bethanywilton totally barfed today! I think she's anorexic! wait...she's too fat for that!"

I read more of the hate before closing my laptop with tears streaming down my face. All I can hear was my unsteady and shaky breathing.

Fuck my life.

I stood up and walked downstairs and searching through the fridge and found some strawberries. Those sound good..

so I eat 6 or 7 of them and clamber the long staircase and lie on my bed.

I opened up my laptop again, immediatly exiting Twitter before I could read more.

I went onto one of my favorite websites, 

hipsters.com

*ding*

message request from: blondiehipster12

I accepted the request and responded

bethgirl16- Hi. Who are you?

blondiehipster12- I'm Blondie. Well you can just call me Blondie.

bethgirl16- um well hi.

blondiehipster12- You seem awkward.

bethgirl16- well nobody ever...requests messaging from me...it's usually the other way around.

blondiehipster12- Oh. Are you just not popular?

bethgirl16- You could say that....

blondiehipster12- Oh, I'm sorry! So where are you from?

bethgirl16- um...South Shields.

blondiehipster12- OMG I AM IN SOUTH SHIELDS TO! Omg we should so meet up sometime!!!

This girl is from South Shields? Strange. Who is she?

bethgirl16- Cool. Well I'm gonna go to bed now...goodnight.

blondiehipster12- goodnight!

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I get out of the shower and finally get to bed. So somebody from South Shields is on hipsters.com? South Shields is small.

I get lost in thought as I drift to sleep quickly.