bts x depressed reader.
' I was shocked when I opened my eyes'
'you are my best friend form now on' jungkook said and pulled me into a hug.
'he made me feel complete, happy again after being sad for years.'
this story shows how a depressed girl ends...
I was out in the evening with baby. It was pretty cold and looked like it would rain. I was wearing this.
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I was walking with baby while the memories of today were rushing my mind.
"you are a freak"
"so worthless"
"oh god, look at your ugly face. so useless."
the words the bullies said kept echoing in my mind. I walked and walked and ended up in a lonely alley. I decided to sit down for a bit. As I sat down, the voices came back again. I looked at the cuts on my arm.
"no one cares about me." I whispered to myself.
I was so tired of everything. then I remembered being at my home in USA , crying in the corner while blood rushed down my thigh. that was when my eyes started to tear up and i cried in silence so no one could hear me. As i sat there, tears down my cheeks, I plugged in my headphones and started to sing . Singing always helped reduce my stress. I was singing awake by BTS. baby rested his head in my lap. My eyes were closed as the cold breeze hit my damp cheeks making my breath shake.
when I opened my eyes, I was shocked. My heart almost stopped. Was I dreaming?
I couldnt believe my eyes. the person in front of me.
JUNGKOOK. THE MAKNAE OF WORLD FAMOUS BAND BTS.
I froze at the sight and my heart was racing like I had run a marathon. The person I longed to love, the person who was my reason to smile in my hard times, the person who's voice was my inspiration. I just stared at him like an owl and as soon as I regained my conciousness, I quickly pulled down my sleeve and wiped my tears. I still didnt say anything. I was speechless.
he spoke," wow, you have a b-beautiful voice and a cute dog , can I pet h-him?"
"ss-sure"
he leaned down and ruffled baby's head while baby licked his other hand with his big and drooly mouth. Then he moved towards me. " I saw the whole thing-"
it started to rain hailstones. (a/n: i dont even know why its raining hailstones in seoul??)
I whimpered as it hit my head. he looked worried instantly."how far is your home?"
he asked me and I told him it was half an hour away. although I wanted his autograph and everything, i was embarassed and said " I think I need to go home fast, thankyou sir."
"are you pabo?"
the raining became heavier so he grabbed my wrist and I stiffened at the sudden action. Then he started to pull me towards his car. I whimpered as he grabbed my cut wrist which started to bleed under his grip through my sleeve.
