bts x depressed reader.
' I was shocked when I opened my eyes'
'you are my best friend form now on' jungkook said and pulled me into a hug.
'he made me feel complete, happy again after being sad for years.'
this story shows how a depressed girl ends...
" the other members want to meet you " Yoongi said. Shit. I can't handle myself. Yes. You are so weak you can't even control yourself and you ruin everything when you meet people because of your stupid problems. Why do you always have to bring it up? You can't even lie. They don't care anyways. They are just pitying you like everyone. Nobody can love a complicated piece of crap like you. You ruined your first meeting with your favorite persons. Go die already. Worthless! " hey! Y/n ? Y/n? Down to earth." I was snapped out of my trance when Jungkook waved his hands in front of my face. His face was full of utter exasperation and fear. "oh, yeah" I replied. " heol! You almost gave me a heart attack. I called you twice but kept looking at the wall like that. " he said describing the action with a blank expression which was rather cute and caused me to want to pinch his cheeks so hard. "So let's go? " Yoongi said signaling towards the door eagerly to meet the other members. I still was in wonder that what I had only read in fan fictions and what I had only dreamed at night was actually happening today. I have always dreamed about love but never got it in real life. A feeling of hope arised inside of me after meeting them but I knew very well that good luck isn't a thing for me. I knew I was happy but still was feeling reluctant because of the anxiety and fear. A look of extreme nervousness was spread over my face despite my tries to hide it. " okayh.. Let me call my dog. " I called out for my dear dog and saw him running towards me within two seconds. It was a scene of pure and dangerous cuteness. His tongue was sticking out dangling on the side if his mouth. His fur around his lips all covered in drool which I was very well used to cleaning. He is all black and super furry even after my hardworks of furminating him. Having a big dog like him isn't very easy as it seems but it's worth it. I picked up his leash but Jungkook asked " can I take him? Please? " " sure. But don't get dragged. He's got a lot of strength " I replied, warning him of the very excited behavior my dog displays when he meets new people. He is far more good at making friends than me. (At the bts dorm ) We stood in front of the door and I paused for a while to prepare myself I took deep breaths and took hold of my dog's leash tightly. Baby licked my hand in response and looked into my eyes. His eyes looked into mine and gave me a sense of comfort. They had a look as if he was saying I'm with you all the time. The strange eye language we communicate in is very unique. I have tried using it on people and animals but it only works with him. It's really strange. Yoongi rang the bell and the door was opened almost in an instant revealing V. I bit my lip to keep the squeaks inside and muttered " hello Oppa " in a very low voice. He smiled widely in response and signaled me to come in. All three of us entered and saw Jhope and jimin on the couch. " Hello Y/n. Come sit" Jimin said smiling at me. I went over to the couch and sat down on it. Baby clung onto my side which made me feel very much at ease. He is very cute so most of the attention goes towards him which is a plus for me for obvious reasons. " hello, how are you guys doing? " I asked as formally as I could. " can I take your baby to play with yeontan? " V came and asked. I reluctantly agreed and then he took my beloved comforting animal stress ball away. " so how old are you y/n? " k Jhope asked. "I'm 19." I replied in a short way because I I was very nervous and was in no mood to start a talk. " Ooo so the title of golden maknae has been taken away" jimin said loudly purposely trying to annoy JUNGKOOK who was coming towards us. " what, you're 19 ? !" he said while casually sitting down next to me. " when can I go home? "I asked him regardless of the question he had asked me. I just wanted to go home and analyze everything. I was very tired and I really wanted to sleep. " Dont leave me yet. And it's night time. You can't out in the storm at night " he replied draping and arm around my neck casually. Though it was casual for him but it made me freeze at the spot. But that didn't make him take his muscular arm away. " here. You must be hungry " Jin arrived with a bowl of ramen noodles. Worldw.eyed.hand.someuuuh. He was wearing an apron and looked very pretty. I tried to politely refuse because I know very well that I wouldn't be able to eat in front of them because of my really bad anxiety. " no no please eat something. " He pleaded for the thousandth time. I looked over to Jungkook for help. " what? You don't wanna eat? " He gave a rather unexpected reply. He took my hand and the bowl to his room to eat. " jungguk! Dare you do something to her and I'll break your bones " jin warned him at his sudden action. " I know hyung. Don't be an eomma " He took me to his room and sat me down on the bed and dragged the chair to sit in front of me, looking into my eyes. I blushed deeply and looked down, staring at the crease of my jeans that had formed on my leg. " why aren't you eating? " he asked. " I can't eat in front of too many people. I get anxious " " so what about now. There's no one here" " I'm not hungry " "okay" He said. After that he picked up the chopsticks and shoved a bite into my mouth forcibly. I widened my eyes at him while chewing the noodles in my mouth which were really good and my stomach growled loudly, demanding for more. " you aren't hungry? You are not good at lying to me. Dont try next time " He said while shoving an other bite into my mouth, treating me like he was my mom who was complaining about my eating habits. At the same time, it seemed like a Korean drama scene, he was looking into my eyes. I got lost in his eyes and kept looking into them all the while and my mind could only process his name and nothing else. " how was it?. " he asked but my mind was still conquered by his name and his eyes. "sweeet" the words rolled right off my tongue but for some reason I didn't mind, as if I wanted him to know that my insides were screaming his name. " huh? But it was ramen. How can it be sweet? " " just like you can be so sweet, ramen can be sweet too." He snapped his fingers in front of my face and brought me back to reality.
A/n: Anneyeonghaseyo readers! Sooo I finally uploaded another chapter. I hope you liked it. My school has come up with some unnecessary shit called pretty finals and I have maths exam tomorrow so I'm sorry if it's not good enough. I love you!
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