THE GIRL FROM THE ALLEY

the blackout

My eyes we two. Big. Omelettes.
I saw KIM TAEHYUNG open the door. Tears already stared to well up in my eyes due to my overwhelming feelings. I stood there not being able to utter a single word.  I was biting my lip to control the tears and before I knew it, I had already started panicking. Out of happiness. For the first time. My legs and hands started to shake and my head was spinning.
Oh God. Is this a dream?
And then I felt baby lick my hand in order to comfort me but before I knew it, my tears seeped out and everything blacked out all of a sudden.
(guys this is basically jungkooks pov from the starting of the story)
(when he was going towards that alley)
' Thank god those saesangs left me alone. Why can't they accept me as a normal human being? '
I said to my self as I ran towards my car away from the Saesangs.
I couldn't even get my lamb skewers.
As I was walking, I heard a really beautiful voice singing. It sounded so sweet that it would be honey if it had a flavour. I was automatically drawn towards the voice. Then I realized it was a female voice. OK so I'm not scared of girls as fans say.
Are you sure you want to go there?
I mean what if she is a saesang too?
Heck.this voice is too good.
I followed the voice and ended up in an alley. What I saw after that could be called love at first sight. Maybe.
I saw like the cutest furriest dog ever. Yes I was talking about the dog. The dog was testing his head in the girls lap. The girl was singing beautifully but she was...crying?. It made my heart ache to see such a talented and beautiful girl cry. She had beautiful brown hair dropping down to her shoulders. Her facial features were soft and she had a beautiful skin color. Her earrings complimented her. She had all black outfit. As I stood there mesmerized by both the dog's and the girls beauty, she opened her eyes.
Shit. What will she think? A pervert? OMG think of an excuse... The dog. The dog.
"uh.. U have a beautiful voice.. Can I pet your dog?
She seemed so shocked and was struggling to get words out. Eventually, she made out some words but with obvious stuttering.
"ssure"
I went ahead and petted the dog.
Oh God. He is so cute. I love dogs.
I was about to ask her why was she crying.
"I saw the whole thing _and then it started raining.
Wow don't I have the worst luck ever?
It started raining hailstones.

(skip to when V is opening the door cuz I'm super lazy and the worst author)
As we ran to the door,  we managed to get pretty wet. By the rain. I knocked on the door and waited while I watched her about to go all crazy.  She looked extremely nervous. After that V thing opened the door and I was about to get in. But I saw her eyes that looked so beautiful a moment ago go all wide. I saw her legs and hands shaking.  She was perhaps... Panicking?
Her dog acted fast and licked her hand but suddenly a tear dripped down her face and she fell to the floor before we could catch her and hit her head against the door frame. Her dog went up-to her and licked her face.
"what... Just happened? " I said out if bewilderment.
We quickly picked her up and brought her and her dog to the couch.
" oh you are here---JEON JUNGKOOK WHAT IS THIS GIRL DOING HERE?WHO IS SHE-I MEAN ARE YOU CRAZY ENOUGH TO BRING STRAANGER GIRL IN THE HOUSE? JEON JUNGKOOK. explain. Now. " jin hyung came thundering.
" I'll explain. But first we need to get her comfortable. I think she hit her head. She is unconscious. "
" Thank God the other hyungs are not here. " said taehyung.
They could've possibly killed me if they were here
I went up-to her and saw her dog licking her tears away from her cheeks. I smiled and handed her dog over to taehyung. Then I checked her head for any injuries and found one.  It was not so bad. I decided to first aid her. But then it clicked me
If someone saw a girl in our house
,the internet would go crazy
I went to Jin hyung who had just saved his steak from burning and said
" I need to get her to some other place.. Your recently bought apartment? She has a head injury. I need to treat her and keep her safe. "
He sighed and nodded. I ran back to her and was about to pick her up but I noticed something. It was a BTS tattoo on the back of her hand. I took her wrist and looked at it. As I left her hand, I saw my hand.. Bloody? I panicked for a second and quickly pulled her hoodie sleeve up. The sight in front of me was heart breaking.
Cuts and cuts kept getting revealed until I pushed the sleeve up-to her elbow. Some of them were white satin lines, some scabs but mostly red bleeding cuts. This was not any accident. You could see clearly that she had cut herself. With no mercy.
Being an army, didn't it cross her mind even once, the logo,love yourself?
Tears brimmed my eyes but I wiped them away and carried her bridal style to Jin hyung's apartment. I laid her down on the bed and treated the wound on her head and the cuts on both her arms. I took of her black, wet, blood stained hoodie leaving her in her t-shirt and pulled the blanket over her and sat on the chair beside the bed.
It all makes sense now. Why she panicked, why she was alone in that alley,singing the sad song, awake by jin hyung, why she was crying. It all makes sense. She is hurting.
The desire inside of me to help her was very strong. My heart ached to see her hurting even though I knew nothing about her. I still knew so much about her. I slowly fell asleep on the chair, respecting her personal space.
Y/n pov
I was shocked when I woke up. I woke up feeling warm and cozy but lacked a familiar feeling. Baby. I sat up and saw myself in a king size bed. My head and arms bandaged.
Oh shit. Where am I? Where is my baby?
Then I saw JUNGKOOK on a chair beside me. Then I remembered everything. My heart beat fast at the sight of him.
He saw ur arms. You are pathetic. He hates u now. You made him clean them up. That's so disgusting. You are not even worth it. His kindness, u don't deserve it. It's far worse than him going away from you. Look, you even lost your dog. Isn't this enough of a reason to kill yourself?
My mind snapped at me and a tear escaped from my eyes, my mouth released a slight sob. I buried my head in my knees and recalled whatever had happened. The memories were still vivid in my mind,making me cry even more. Suddenly, I felt a tap on back and I looked up to see Jungkook. He rubbed my back while I cried and he said, " uljima,  gwaechancha (it's okay). Shh"
U don't deserve this at all. You are just a piece of shit.
I suddenly sobbed out a name, "Baby, my baby where is my dog? "
"shh.. He is safe at our dorm. Calm down"
He sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped one arm around my shaking shoulder.
" where am I ?"
"you'reat jin hyung's apartment "
Ohm. Eye. God.
"what!! You mean I'm in the H-Hannam hill apartment that J-JIN bought? "
"yeah..? "
"get me my dog.right now. I need to leave. "
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A/n:
Please forgive me
I haven't been updating
But now it's here... Yayyyy
Also, read my other book I just started.
And sad news,  Grammy nominations postponed to 7 Dec
Thank-you for reading my shitty story.
Also I wanted to ask that should I add like a sci-fi touch to her dog's character? Suggestions required