Our Restart [KTH FF.]

CH. 8 special

TAEHYUNG's POV

Look how happy they are, how does it feel to be in his place? It must be wonderful. I turned my body away from the glass door, I remembered something I have to do so I stepped in the elevator, I don't want to bother them also. The door closed and started to go up to were the floor I'll stop. I feel so alone...

'I felt like I'm the most unluckiest person in the world to have you'

Those words were running around in my head, repeating the pain in every word. She really changed, she's cold and I couldn't see the sparkles in her eyes like it was used to be. Her smile was wider than ours, it kinda made me feel jealous inside. At least all I can do now is to be happy for how she is.

I heard the elevator beeped, meaning that I'm already at my floor. The door opened and I stepped out. The room was quiet, I can only hear my footsteps when I began to walk towards an empty table, which is my personal desk. Yes, I think Jihun purposely did this to keep me away from her. But I understand that she still needs space, especially for everything I've done to her.

I went to my table and started to organize my stuff on it. I sighed when I saw how a mess I was, paperworks were everywhere and it was mostly all from Jihun. I think we're the only ones who have separate rooms between them and personal assistants.

I began to hear footsteps from behind me. I quickly turned my head around seeing a girl standing and was facing my direction. My eyes went wide when I saw her, whom I've met before after I broke up with Jihun. Her face was also surprised and I could sense that she was stunned when our eyes met. Why is she here?

"Nam Haemin?"

She smiled widely when I called her name, she suddenly run up to me and hugged me tightly around my waist. My expression was still the same, I was very confused in this.

"Taehyung, I finally found you" she called and broke the hug before looking right into my eyes. She was happy, her tears where falling out of joy. But mine was the opposite, I still couldn't understand what's going on or what's happening. I couldn't give her the face that she expected.

"W-what are you doing here?" I asked her grabbing her shoulders.

"To for you look you! I've been searching for you everywhere! And now you're here standing in front of my eyes"

[FLASHBACK]

I was outside the mini grocery store, bringing a lot of bottles of soju inside a plastic bag. I was a mess inside, I was missing Jihun so much... I couldn't imagine how I'll live without her with me. I just arrived here in Beijing and the first thing I did was buying sojus, I saw a store that sells soju that's why. There was an empty bench for me to sit, so I sat down and looked above the starry sky. My mind was recalling of memories between me and Jihun. My face was unemotional and cold, I don't know what to feel right now.

I grabbed one soju out from the bag and twisted the lid. I began drinking...

Later, I don't know how many bottles I emptied.

Taehyung's drunk. Yey.

My vision was blurry, I feel super dizzy. I tried to stand up and walked but my steps weren't stable, I walk like a zombie... Imma eat your brains hoomans. I hit many walls and trip every minute, this sucks... but what more sucks is me leaving her.

"AiisshHH, hOooW sSTTuUUupPIIIIiiDDdd oOOFff MMmeeeEEee!!"I said, still walking beside the streets.

Since I'm drunk, for a drunk person who don't know where he is going I suddenly bumped into a random person. I groaned and looked at the person's face with my drunk eyes. My expression changed when I saw her face...

"J-jihun?" I cupped both of her cheeks, her cheeks were cold.

"Who are you? Who's Jihun?" she said a little scared "I don't know you, please get away from me" but before I could say another word...

I passed out.

Next day...

I woke up with the light shining on my face, ugh. I slowly opened my eyes seeing an unfamiliar place. Where the heck am I? My head freaking hurts, jeez. I lifted my body up and saw a girl sitting on the edge of the bed with her back facing me. She noticed the bed moved a little which made her startled. Her eyes met my sleepy ones. Who's this girl? Did she kidnapped me!?

"You're awake" she said and walked to the side of the bed.

"Uhh... What happened? Why am I here? And who are you?"

story telling...

"And that's why you're here" she finished her last sentence and handed me a glass of water, which is a green-colored water "it's a medicine for your hangover. You must drink the whole cup to make you feel better" I hesitated for a bit and drank the cup. Ew.

"Thank you...name?"

"Nam Haemin"

"Oh, well thank you very much for taking care of my body when I passed out, Haemin and sorry to cause you trouble. I'm glad that you can speak Korean too so that the explanation was clear for me. I won't be irresponsible anymore" I said and bowed my head a little. I turned my body around and stood up from the bed. I grabbed my shoes and put it on "if you don't mind I'll go now so you won't be disturbed anymore. Thanks again"

"W-wait!"

"Hm?"

"I didn't get your name yet"

"Oh... It's Taehyung. Kim Taehyung"

Few weeks later...

Me and Haemin met again and after that we started to hang out soon a lot, like close friends. But there was a time that our relationship changed

It was when she confessed to me... but the thing is

I also confessed my feelings to her back then...

Note: Next chapter is CH. 8 special pt. 2