Memories Of The Alhambra

Memories Of The Alhambra (P7

Apologies:
Hello guys sorry it's been a while since I updated but I have just been busy with Work & Uni. But don't worry I am going to be updating for often now & are you guys watching Memories of Alhambra?! It's amazing!!.

#QOUTE OF THE DAY:

"I am jealous because I care, I want you, I love you".
"I am bitter knowing that I could have had you to myself".

ParkShinHye POV:
This couple days and weeks I have tried to get to know HyunBin and everyday I feel like I am learning new things about him. Did you know..he's got married twice?. His first wife left him for his best friend and he's currently going through a divorce process with his current wife. I was shock at first but at this point I don't think anything he says will shock me at all after this. The guy is abit random, he just throws these bombshells at you then afterwards he acts cool like nothing just happened. I like him but the thought of liking more in a romantic way scare me. He just too much for me to handle. Even though he's charming, cute , hot and did I already mention how "extremely HOT" he is. He can make any girl sweat with his HOTNESS and that killer smile of his." All it takes for him is to smile at me through his dimples and I am in love.

Even though I like HyunBin at this point "like" isn't even the right word to describe my feelings for him it's beyond that. He can be so frustrating. He is secretive. He wants to know about my life but never share his. I am over it. Sometimes I feel like I like him more that he likes me. I can show that desperate side of me. Even though I don't like my mum or never get along with her when it's comes to relationships advice she would always say to me "never give your all to a man, who gives nothing in return". Man takes advantage when they know a girl is madly in love with them. That's the  only thing  my mum said her entire life  that made sense. Other than that I wouldn't say she can qualify to be a mother. Harsh I know. But if you all read my background about my mother you wouldn't understand this shade.

Let's cut a long story short. I started seeing someone cause I was ready to give up on HyunBin. Okay we all know this is not possible bit at least I was trying to forget him. I started getting close to Min joo he's the deputy manager of the Hotel. Him and HyunBin have been friends and have known each other since primary school. I know your all probably thinking if this is going to be another story where HyunBin gets betrayed with his other and only friend left. Min joo and I are just seeing each other as friends. Well from my part I see him as a friend I don't know about him. He's humble, nice and a gentleman. He's opposite everything HyunBin is but he's good company and easy to speak too. He's invited me to eat outside work 3 times now. I feel like those 3 times I know everything about him compared to the weeks & weeks I have known HyunBin. HyunBin could tell that I was getting close to Min joo. I could see he hated it. If only looks could kill.

HYUNBIN POV:
Recently when I have been inviting ShinHye she has been turning me down, telling me she has other plans. Only a few days ago I have learnt that she has been hanging around with Min Joo. Yes that's right "another friend of mine is out to get my girl". Maybe I shouldn't have any friends at all. Anyways, ShinHye seems to be having more fun with Min Joo that she ever had with me. I hated this feeling. I wanted to ask her to stop seeing Min Joo but I had no right. I didn't claim her to be mine nor ask her if she wanted to be with me. Worse of all I didn't know how she felt about me. Sometimes it felt like she like me other days I felt like she was pushing herself further away from me. Someone like me who's divorced twice does not deserve someone like her. I knew this. But I still wanted her all to myself. I knew I was being selfish and I hadn't opened up to her as I should have done the truth is I was scared of her finding out my past, weakness and disappointing her.

On the fifth day I asked ShinHye again if she to come  over to mine so I could cook her dinner. She refused. This is the first time she didn't make any excuses, she just refused...". After catching a breath she told me that my actions were confusing. She described it as "leading her own". I didn't blame her, anyone would be confused, Even I was confused with myself.  Was I asking her to come over as a colleague from work? Cause that would be inappropriate! Or was it a date?. I didn't know myself. But what I know was when she turned around..walking away. I knew I couldn't loose her. So I pull her in close to my chest. Close enough to hear each others chest beating. I whispered "Can you choose me this time...just this time can it be me.........".

ParkShinHye POV:
I didn't even know nor understood what he meant. Every time her whisper "choose me, stay with me x2"   It send waves & shivers through body. I didn't say anything my body answered for me. I paused...

To be continued....

Thanks Guys for for support don't forget to like and leave comments. I will make sure I update more often now. Thanks!!.