Memories Of The Alhambra

Memories Of The Alhambra (p8)

"Let's finish were we left off"........

Shinhye POV:
When HyunBin hugged me and asked me to pick his for the first time I knew then I could no longer fight with my heart. I wanted to play hard to get. I couldn't just give in easily like that. Like my mother always said "a women should never love a man more than he like her". In life everything should have a balance, love should be "equal".

I finally went with my heart at the end. I agreed to stay with HyunBin. However, I felt bad to have to cancel my date with his friend but sometimes you have to follow your heart than regret it later.

I messaged his friend and lied to him that something emergency came up and I could no longer came. I couldn't dare to tell him the truth considering how nice he was always to me. Even a part of me knew he was too good for me. If I get together with him I wouldn't cry as much as HyunBin maybe me cry. I wouldn't be sad or get hurt. He was a safe option to go for. I don't doesn't why my heart could chose him. I wanted HyunBin even though he mad me angry, sad and frustrated 24/7. I chose him.

HyunBin POV:
So many of my friends have taken my girlfriends away from me even my ex wife she cheated and left me for my best friend. However, this time I wouldn't let anyone do the same. I wasn't just due to my ego'. I liked this girl (Shinhye). She was different. When I first laid my eye on her it's like she gave me hope that "love isn't dead" maybe I could love someone again". Something I had forgotten after been hurt so many times.

All my life I have been hurt, felt unloved and betrayed but the people that claimed that they were my friends. I lost hope and trust in this world and even gave up on the idea of love. That's why it took me a long time to open up to Shinhye. I wanted to let her everything but my ego wouldn't let me show her my weakness. I wanted to be the man she can rely on but instead I nearly pushed her away. When I knew I could loose her to another friend. I knew I had to their away my ego and be a man. I found myself leaning toward her, hugging her and telling her not to go.

"When you find something you like grab hold of it and never let it go". I knew by seeing her face it was going to take a lot of hard work to convince her to not go but I was willing to put up a fight. It was my fault to begin with I wasn't honest with my feelings. I tried to pretend that we were nothing more than colleagues but my heart could not lie anymore. I wanted us to be more.

Shinhye POV:
HyunBin took me to his house. He cooked dinner for me and to my surprise he was really good at cooking. At dinner time he started telling more about himself like how he learnt to cook, where his parents are and his ex wife etc. For the first time it felt nice listening to him being chatty, opening up to me more normally I am the one who's always doing the chatting.

I found out so many things about him that I never knew. Like how he's parents had died and left all the inheritance with him. That why he is rich and owns many hotels. How he didn't have any relative as they didn't get on with my parents. His dad side of family didn't want his father to marry his mother because they thought she was not good enough for him and she didn't have parents so they decided to cut contact and go their separate ways. How his ex wife cheated on him and left him for his best friend. How he finds it hard to trust anyone since most people in his life betrayed him.

Listening to him broke my hurt. All the pieces of the puzzles started adding up now. I finally understood my he always asked me about my life but never his. How he never wanted to show me his true emotions. Even though I was mad at him for playing with my hurt I couldn't help but feel sad for him. You could tell he had gone through so much in life and he was traumatised by the experience he went through.

Before he could say any word I moved closer to him. "so close enough that they was no distance between us". I could hear his breathing. I quickly hugged him and whispered in his ear "everything is going to be okay from now on" "I will protect you" I said. Words started coming out my mouth uncontrollably. It didn't help that we were sitting so close to each other either. The sad puppy eyes look he gave me left me all "wild and bothered". So  I made the first move and I kissed him.

I went in for a light kiss. HyunBin wouldn't let us separate he grab me by my waist pushing me even closer until I was sat on his lap. He left one had on my waist and another moved up to my neck. He kissed me again. He started of gentle, then it went deeper until it was passionate. Every move, lick, bite and whisper he made I felt a shivers all over my body. I knew that no matter what I didn't want us to separate.

He placed of my hands against the walls before his hands could follow mine he stopped. I looked in his eyes. I could tell that he was hesitant. He didn't want to stop but something was bothering him....

To be continued......