Don't go - He Didn't Get To Say (FF) [Under Editing]

Secret Queen maker

[Seoul:7:00 am:180802]

I opened my eyes feeling the sun rays passing through the window.
I've tried to get up to continue my daily chores but  couldn't when I  felt someone's hand wrapping around my waist.

Afraid of the sudden intrusion in my room when I was supposed to be alone from the memories of last night, I remember getting alone into my room. Before turning my head back to check on the person who is behind I wanted to remember if anything I missed.

Shaking my head, checking my mobile if I missed any day... If I had drink last night???, Fuck everything is normal like any usual day , after knowing there is no place for any  fucking weird thing to take place, the amount of fear in my veins getting increased.

Gulping the imaginary Saliva in my sour through, I moved my head to rotate, to face the back,  towards my  left(wall side), with  the fear finding something terrific.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
I screamed realising that there was really.. actually.. a person who's breath was fanning my nape and realised that... That person is non other than......

Startled D.O woke up irritated for breaking his good sounded sleep and yelled," waaahh?? Why are you screaming?".

Now I could see, he is shirtless and I'm clueless. "W-what h-h....happened?", I asked in a low voice afraid of hearing something mischievous, while he went back to cuddling  with his naked torso hitting my naked body ignoring my question.

"Don't you remember, the last night?", He muffled placing his head in the crook of my neck while I could realise that... yes.... I'm Naked.. holy fuck.

Don't you remember the last night, is the only sentence that a 21 years old... Basically a virgin is afraid of, not because she didn't want to tho, but definitely beacuse she, I mean me didn't want to forget my first time, if it was sweet or terrible, forgetting is such a stupid thing that can happen in anyone's life. And so me, I was frustrated and startled and furious , on who??? Of course..  On myself... How annoying my brain works when it needed to be the first thing to lean on at such cases.

Rn I only want to do one last stupid thing, scream the heart out to get out from this scenario and how it gonna help.. idk!! "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.........!!!!!!!"

There I hear some knocks on the door, like I care , not anymore.
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh........" I continued screaming feeling irritated with this corpse beside me being unbothered with my screams. Instead he pulled me closer for the better angle.

The door bang gone in a loop the world became blur, now foggy and then the darkness, afraid... Here I opened my eyes.

Breathing heavily with the sour throat.. wait sour throat??? Oh Yes I screamed just before,  i shifted my head to left to meet the plain white wall....??? What?????

Squinting my eyes, I've scanned my room keenly, finding everything was same and the door was locked that clearly indicates why it's been banged.

I gulped at the thought of dreaming such a stupid and wierd dream.

"Are you all right?",the voice that was so familiar and unique in the universe asked still knocking the door, obviously the only person other than me in this house is him, what am I thinking when the door is knocked? So intrude? Ahh the freaking me. Well I'm still shaking, I never had such dreams before, I used to laugh at my friend when she exaggerated her wet dreams with kai,and I always envied her. In my 3 years of Fangirl life it never happened. why now???.

"Is everything ok",D.O. sounded worried.

Finally getting over the stupid dream, put my foot down  to open the door. I was welcomed by his, stoic face, not the annoyed, that I have seen just before in that fucking strange wired dream. "Why aren't you opening, I've been knocking the door from 5 mins", he beamed at my startled face.
Yes I'm still startled, I still can't get back to the reality, fuck I wanna live that dream.. wait what??? No no no, since when you have been this horny pervert. For some unknown reason he's being good with you so maintain some decency, return the courtesy.  I finally shifted my gaze from ground to face that face to reply... And fuck, fuck courtesy and fuck decency, his morning face is so endearing..... His pale white skin with that squeezy cheeks, damn.. I didn't have these dirty thoughts before, I always been admiring him, his talent , his beauty, or should I say till the last night?, That one fucking dream is doing something to my head, ahhhh, get over from it babe, I mentally cursed my thoughts and focused on being formal.