Broken Hearts

15.

~Jungkook's pov.~

I enjoyed spending time with Taehyung. It was nice. It was ...different. He made me feel wanted. After we had a little talk we made some tea and decided to watch a horror movie. I personally love horror movies. I loved the rush that I felt while watching it. I've never watched one with Jimin. Mostly because he didn't like them. We settled with our warm drinks and blankets and sat down on the couch that was in the living room. Tae's dog was now quietly sleeping in one of the corners. 

We were watching the movie for about an hour already. It was much scarier then I thought at the beginning. I now was curled up on Taehyung's lap with his arm around my waist. Suddenly the main demon appeared on the screen making me jump even closer to Taehyung. Although I didn't think that was possible. "It's okay baby. I got you. " Taehyung said. I looked up at him and our eyes met. Our faces started to get closer to each other. "We shouldn't." I said without taking my eyes off boy's lips. "Yeah." Taehyung said while still getting closer. Before we knew it our lips met. I didn't care about the movie at this point. All I wanted was him. 

The night ended as soon as it began and now I was laying down in Taehyung's bed cuddling with him. Even though I loved that feeling I knew that what I was doing is wrong. I was still with Jimin and I cheated on him. I needed to break up with him as soon as possible. I didn't want to hurt the boy and I also wanted to start a normal relationship with Tae. I didn't want to go to school. Jimin is probably not there either way and my parents probably already called the school so they know that I ran away. I had to meet with Jimin in some place public. I didn't know how he would react and I didn't want him to make a public scene in school. That wouldn't do any good for both of us. I turned around to pick my phone from a nightstand next to the bed. I finally turned it on after I decided to ignore everyone yesterday and my phone automatically started to vibrate from all the messages. All from my mother. I quickly skimmed through them and they were all basically the same. How she is sorry. How she wants me to come back. But I knew that couldn't happen. I needed some time and I was happy here with Taehyung. I decided to send her a short reply for her to know that I am safe and then I texted Jimin. 

Jungkook: Hey. Can we meet today? Maybe in the park near the shopping centre? I need to talk to you. 

Jimin: yeah sure. In 30 minutes?

Jungkook: yeah that's great :) 

I looked at the boy who was still sleeping next to me. I didn't want to bother him after all he probably needed sleep too. I quickly got up and started to get dress. Another good think about not living with my parents - I don't have to eat. That made my day already 10 times better. I didn't have to worry about food and how my parents would see me not eating. When I was all ready I was about to leave. Before I did so I grabbed a small piece of paper and a pen. Hey. I'm gonna take a small walk. Gonna be back soon :) After putting it on the counter I left. I started to get anxious with every minute that I was getting closer. I didn't want to confront Jimin. I didn't know how he will react. When I walked into the park I already saw Jimin sitting on one of the benches. I took a few deep breaths and walked closer. "Hi" Jimin said once he saw me. He looked quite happy but as soon as saw my guilty face his smile disappeared. "Is everything okay?" he asked confused. I looked down at the ground and without realising tears started forming in my eyes. "I...I'm sorry Jiminnie. " I took a break. The words couldn't leave my mouth. It was as if deep down I didn't want to let go of Jimin. "I think we should break up." I finally added now looking straight at him.  Jimin was looking at me without any expression. It was as if he was waiting for me to say it's all a joke.  But when I didn't do anything he just scoffed and walked closer to me. "You slut. You think anyone else would want you? You will beg to have me back." and with those words, he walked away leaving me all alone now fully crying, scared not wanting those words to be true.