I woke up breathing very heavily while sweating like crazy. I whispered "what if it was real?! what if it wasn't a dream!! what would I do?!" Kamie next to me quietly spoke up "what if what was real? are you okay?" I looked over at her and spoke back "nothing just a dream. and I'm fine!!" She replied "are you sure?! You don't look fine." I spoke up louder saying back "I'm fine okay?!!!!!" Kamie jumped a little "I'm sorry I was just trying to help!!" Me replying "we'll I don't need your help." I said while walking out the door. I walked all the way home and got ready for school. All that was on my mind was my father! "Was he actually dead? I need to see him!!" Was all that was going through my thoughts. I got in my car and stepped on the petal until I arrived. I walked in my dad's hospital room to find the bed empty! My heart stopped. I couldn't do anything but think if I could have just closed my mouth he wouldn't even have been in that bed. I started balling my eyes out for hours and hours while lying on the empty bed thinking of what a horrible daughter I am. My mom walked in and said "honey it's okay everything will be okay! he is in heaven now... Safe and sound my baby girl!" I replied crying "you know that's not true!! It'll never be okay mom he's gone..forever!!" She said back "we just have to think..he is safer up there then here." Replying back "your right." She says to me a little loud "now you young lady better get to school!!" I ran out got in my car and cried all the way to school. When I arrived there were flowers everywhere in my parking spot and signs saying sorry for you lost and may he rest in peace. The more I saw the harder I cried.
Chapter 3~ Did I Make The Wrong Choice?
